Audrey
@darkrai48.bsky.social
She/they | 26 y/o
Artist | Poet | Gamer
(Arcane, Portal, Borderlands, Skyrim 🏔)
⭐️ adjusting to having less scoliosis 💥
Artist | Poet | Gamer
(Arcane, Portal, Borderlands, Skyrim 🏔)
⭐️ adjusting to having less scoliosis 💥
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Audrey
@darkrai48.bsky.social
· 10d
I've never played skyrim with that funny dagoth ur mod but the line "I'm gonna be honest nerevar you gotta lock the fuck in" pops into my mind sometimes and I gotta start listening to it
I wish I was a real person
December 6, 2025 at 5:17 AM
I wish I was a real person
he just follow requested me on instagram go AWAYYY
got friend requested on FB by the guy who SA'd me in 2022 and didn't remember me when I saw him two years later. leave me alooooneee
December 6, 2025 at 2:59 AM
he just follow requested me on instagram go AWAYYY
it's been 2 weeks of my neuropathy going crazy and 2 weeks since I've gotten up to Austin to see anybody RAAAAHG
December 6, 2025 at 2:44 AM
it's been 2 weeks of my neuropathy going crazy and 2 weeks since I've gotten up to Austin to see anybody RAAAAHG
people are definitely using chatgpt to write messages on tinder now get me out of here
December 6, 2025 at 2:36 AM
people are definitely using chatgpt to write messages on tinder now get me out of here
I feel so desperate to do something but I don't feel ready for anything. I almost could have moved out this past spring. then the pain got too much
December 3, 2025 at 6:33 AM
I feel so desperate to do something but I don't feel ready for anything. I almost could have moved out this past spring. then the pain got too much
I love drinking wine for making it feel like it's way later than it is and then being pleased it's not my bedtime yet
December 3, 2025 at 6:30 AM
I love drinking wine for making it feel like it's way later than it is and then being pleased it's not my bedtime yet
thinking a lot about grad school again 🤔🤔🤔
December 3, 2025 at 6:28 AM
thinking a lot about grad school again 🤔🤔🤔
I've put my phone on grayscale to see if it helps me not want to pick it up constantly
December 1, 2025 at 1:18 AM
I've put my phone on grayscale to see if it helps me not want to pick it up constantly
I've never played skyrim with that funny dagoth ur mod but the line "I'm gonna be honest nerevar you gotta lock the fuck in" pops into my mind sometimes and I gotta start listening to it
November 30, 2025 at 9:14 PM
I've never played skyrim with that funny dagoth ur mod but the line "I'm gonna be honest nerevar you gotta lock the fuck in" pops into my mind sometimes and I gotta start listening to it
woke up before noon today, picked up some holds from the library, now I'm at my favorite cafe reading six of crows and drinking some hot drink with gingerbread. we're briefly so back
November 30, 2025 at 9:12 PM
woke up before noon today, picked up some holds from the library, now I'm at my favorite cafe reading six of crows and drinking some hot drink with gingerbread. we're briefly so back
ofc the very next day after this the pain radiating down my legs and feet came back so much worse than it was even the first time. idk how it could be possible that I don't have a slipped or bulging disc but idk where to get another MRI at this point. the first one from July didn't show anything
just had my spine ortho guy very kindly and earnestly tell me he has no fucking clue, and he's sending me to a neurologist. I still feel like it has to be structural but there could also be something wrong with my nerves overall considering how bad my hands have also gotten
November 29, 2025 at 11:57 PM
ofc the very next day after this the pain radiating down my legs and feet came back so much worse than it was even the first time. idk how it could be possible that I don't have a slipped or bulging disc but idk where to get another MRI at this point. the first one from July didn't show anything
I just got up and it's already night time again this is hell why am I doing this
November 29, 2025 at 11:51 PM
I just got up and it's already night time again this is hell why am I doing this
I just need one year where nothing Happens in my body, I just need one year that's net positive
November 29, 2025 at 8:18 AM
I just need one year where nothing Happens in my body, I just need one year that's net positive
did they like, actually, use chatgpt to write stranger things 5... that shit was so corny
November 29, 2025 at 12:48 AM
did they like, actually, use chatgpt to write stranger things 5... that shit was so corny
I lose so much ground all the time and I can't gain it back
November 19, 2025 at 11:08 PM
I lose so much ground all the time and I can't gain it back
idk how to explain to a doctor that I can FEEL the tendons and ligaments and nerves in my arms and how they're swelling/chafing/weakening so clearly that it's like I can SEE them. there's scar tissue weaving into my fascia like cobwebs. let me in there to scrape it out.
November 19, 2025 at 11:06 PM
idk how to explain to a doctor that I can FEEL the tendons and ligaments and nerves in my arms and how they're swelling/chafing/weakening so clearly that it's like I can SEE them. there's scar tissue weaving into my fascia like cobwebs. let me in there to scrape it out.
just had my spine ortho guy very kindly and earnestly tell me he has no fucking clue, and he's sending me to a neurologist. I still feel like it has to be structural but there could also be something wrong with my nerves overall considering how bad my hands have also gotten
November 19, 2025 at 11:02 PM
just had my spine ortho guy very kindly and earnestly tell me he has no fucking clue, and he's sending me to a neurologist. I still feel like it has to be structural but there could also be something wrong with my nerves overall considering how bad my hands have also gotten
I think I saw one of my exes working at a late night coffee shop tonight lol
November 19, 2025 at 5:56 AM
I think I saw one of my exes working at a late night coffee shop tonight lol
little pieces of stardust and oblivion will get me through
November 19, 2025 at 5:53 AM
little pieces of stardust and oblivion will get me through
the amount of appointments I've had every week this month is wayyy to overwhelming
November 18, 2025 at 8:05 AM
the amount of appointments I've had every week this month is wayyy to overwhelming
I've lost touch with almost every piece of my identity, all of my hobbies are now inaccessible, I can't work, I don't even feel like a person anymore. just numbing and distracting myself
November 18, 2025 at 8:01 AM
I've lost touch with almost every piece of my identity, all of my hobbies are now inaccessible, I can't work, I don't even feel like a person anymore. just numbing and distracting myself
realized I barely post anymore, not just on here but anywhere
November 18, 2025 at 7:55 AM
realized I barely post anymore, not just on here but anywhere
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I'm just trying this week
November 11, 2025 at 4:26 PM
I'm just trying this week
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No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.
October 10, 2025 at 10:54 PM
No. This is somewhere to be. This is all you have, but it's still something. Streets and sodium lights. The sky, the world. You're still alive.