Cyntaria
@cyntaria.bsky.social
I've taken over 3000 pictures of my cat this year according to google photos
December 10, 2025 at 1:42 AM
I've taken over 3000 pictures of my cat this year according to google photos
For years I've thought I'm dumb, incompetent, weak, useless, unable to do anything right and so much more.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
December 1, 2025 at 1:49 AM
For years I've thought I'm dumb, incompetent, weak, useless, unable to do anything right and so much more.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
I went to my doctor for a routine ECG and came out with a strong suspicion of POTS and a 24 hour ECG monitor to rule out stuff and compare heart function during episodes to baseline.
Can you tell by the way I pick her up that I grew up with dogs?
November 27, 2025 at 9:13 AM
Can you tell by the way I pick her up that I grew up with dogs?
The face of a cat who's shedding and is prone to hair balls so is getting daily brushes to get as much loose hair as possible.
November 8, 2025 at 11:18 AM
The face of a cat who's shedding and is prone to hair balls so is getting daily brushes to get as much loose hair as possible.
For those of us struggling with #bodydysmorphia, stomach fat is perfectly normal for uterus havers and a flat stomach or visible abs is actually dangerous for many of us. I'm not overweight, I'm very muscular thanks to pole dancing but I still have a lot of padding around my stomach and that's okay.
November 6, 2025 at 9:24 AM
For those of us struggling with #bodydysmorphia, stomach fat is perfectly normal for uterus havers and a flat stomach or visible abs is actually dangerous for many of us. I'm not overweight, I'm very muscular thanks to pole dancing but I still have a lot of padding around my stomach and that's okay.
I intended to get drunk off punch at the party, I made sure that could happen thanks to the metal straws I bought in Greece 2 years ago for 1€ and never ended up using 🤣
November 5, 2025 at 3:10 AM
I intended to get drunk off punch at the party, I made sure that could happen thanks to the metal straws I bought in Greece 2 years ago for 1€ and never ended up using 🤣
Yes halloween is a thing in Australia...even if it's not as popular
October 31, 2025 at 10:14 AM
Yes halloween is a thing in Australia...even if it's not as popular
Ellie sensed a panic attack coming on and aggressively alerted me so now she's distracting me with a cardboard box. I really owe much of my recovery to this baby. I have no idea where I'd be without her. When I have those weeks I just want to give up, she doesn't give up on me so I keep trying.
October 18, 2025 at 6:36 AM
Ellie sensed a panic attack coming on and aggressively alerted me so now she's distracting me with a cardboard box. I really owe much of my recovery to this baby. I have no idea where I'd be without her. When I have those weeks I just want to give up, she doesn't give up on me so I keep trying.
My little gremlin. Don't know what I'd do without her 💜
October 18, 2025 at 4:39 AM
My little gremlin. Don't know what I'd do without her 💜
This year is my best #PAX so far. Made some friends, laughed harder than I ever have, saw some amazing cosplayers and made many memories I will treasure
October 12, 2025 at 5:12 AM
This year is my best #PAX so far. Made some friends, laughed harder than I ever have, saw some amazing cosplayers and made many memories I will treasure
Also I went from cute and adorable during the day to dommy mummy energy for The Dark Room as I just have to dress up if I'm going to a show 😅
October 11, 2025 at 2:55 PM
Also I went from cute and adorable during the day to dommy mummy energy for The Dark Room as I just have to dress up if I'm going to a show 😅
Waiting for gabapentin, panadol and nurofen to kick in because I'm not walking the entire snaky line right now. Kidney infection is the same side as my bad nerve so it's fucking with my ability to walk 😭
I'll be fine once pain meds kick in 🥰
I'll be fine once pain meds kick in 🥰
October 10, 2025 at 12:05 AM
Waiting for gabapentin, panadol and nurofen to kick in because I'm not walking the entire snaky line right now. Kidney infection is the same side as my bad nerve so it's fucking with my ability to walk 😭
I'll be fine once pain meds kick in 🥰
I'll be fine once pain meds kick in 🥰
Ovarian cyst rupture and kidney infection. My little baby is taking amazing care of me.
October 9, 2025 at 6:33 AM
Ovarian cyst rupture and kidney infection. My little baby is taking amazing care of me.
Thanks for supporting me Ellie. Even when I don't want to talk to people out have a verbal shutdown, I still have you
September 29, 2025 at 11:46 AM
Thanks for supporting me Ellie. Even when I don't want to talk to people out have a verbal shutdown, I still have you
She's been amazing while I wait for my dr appointment to get valium
September 29, 2025 at 5:07 AM
She's been amazing while I wait for my dr appointment to get valium
She's not perfect especially with a few print errors on her back and top of her head, but I love her. I'm especially proud that I finally got the gold trim on this skirt (printed a few models with it)
September 28, 2025 at 11:07 PM
She's not perfect especially with a few print errors on her back and top of her head, but I love her. I'm especially proud that I finally got the gold trim on this skirt (printed a few models with it)
Made in Hero Forge, printed on my Anycubic Photon Mono SE.
Meet Pandora. As I make progress on the various areas of my cPTSD and reclaim my life, Pandora symbolises my hope that I will one day be able to play D&D/Pathfinder again. My Pandora's box.
Meet Pandora. As I make progress on the various areas of my cPTSD and reclaim my life, Pandora symbolises my hope that I will one day be able to play D&D/Pathfinder again. My Pandora's box.
September 28, 2025 at 3:09 AM
Made in Hero Forge, printed on my Anycubic Photon Mono SE.
Meet Pandora. As I make progress on the various areas of my cPTSD and reclaim my life, Pandora symbolises my hope that I will one day be able to play D&D/Pathfinder again. My Pandora's box.
Meet Pandora. As I make progress on the various areas of my cPTSD and reclaim my life, Pandora symbolises my hope that I will one day be able to play D&D/Pathfinder again. My Pandora's box.
Welp, I'm not plugging in my headset in the USB hub behind her if I value my hands
September 19, 2025 at 12:51 AM
Welp, I'm not plugging in my headset in the USB hub behind her if I value my hands
Somebody decided to go from purring and rubbing her face on me to spicy in a split second yet still demanded she sit on my lap and not let me move my hands at all
September 17, 2025 at 9:04 AM
Somebody decided to go from purring and rubbing her face on me to spicy in a split second yet still demanded she sit on my lap and not let me move my hands at all
Mornings are never dull with a velcro kitty 🥰
September 12, 2025 at 12:16 AM
Mornings are never dull with a velcro kitty 🥰
Lol it was bronchitis. On the mend but so exhausted whenever I try do anything more than sit on my ass 😭
August 10, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Lol it was bronchitis. On the mend but so exhausted whenever I try do anything more than sit on my ass 😭