The Pickenist
@cultistdevout.bsky.social
I am a very loyal cultist of our Dear Leader and make sure to worship or adore him every single day. [18, he/him, autistic]
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Finally! I have all 4, and now I wield ultimate power!
August 16, 2025 at 1:31 PM
Finally! I have all 4, and now I wield ultimate power!
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it's important to remember that I am autistic and I will behave like an autistic person
August 2, 2025 at 7:29 PM
it's important to remember that I am autistic and I will behave like an autistic person
Your faith shall be rewarded, believers in Pickens. The Dear Leader will bring back the lost to you, and you shall be a beacon for all those with open eyes to follow. Under the great Kevin, our cultmunnity shall rise again.
July 31, 2025 at 1:44 PM
Your faith shall be rewarded, believers in Pickens. The Dear Leader will bring back the lost to you, and you shall be a beacon for all those with open eyes to follow. Under the great Kevin, our cultmunnity shall rise again.
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Deep Sleep: Labyrinth of the Forsaken releases August 21st!
And for now, have a new trailer:
And for now, have a new trailer:
July 18, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Deep Sleep: Labyrinth of the Forsaken releases August 21st!
And for now, have a new trailer:
And for now, have a new trailer:
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The worst thing for me as an autistic person is implied & inferred meanings.
Like, if I ask you a question, that's not a demand. It's a question.
If I say how I'm feeling, I mean those words and not the extra words you added in your head.
People wonder why I write like I do, why I'm so precise...
Like, if I ask you a question, that's not a demand. It's a question.
If I say how I'm feeling, I mean those words and not the extra words you added in your head.
People wonder why I write like I do, why I'm so precise...
July 15, 2025 at 8:04 AM
The worst thing for me as an autistic person is implied & inferred meanings.
Like, if I ask you a question, that's not a demand. It's a question.
If I say how I'm feeling, I mean those words and not the extra words you added in your head.
People wonder why I write like I do, why I'm so precise...
Like, if I ask you a question, that's not a demand. It's a question.
If I say how I'm feeling, I mean those words and not the extra words you added in your head.
People wonder why I write like I do, why I'm so precise...
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ultrakill lore
July 2, 2025 at 5:36 PM
ultrakill lore
Can't believe they want to give us the Prime Soul treatment
Now that all the llm companies have successfully stolen literally everything ever written, they're all pivoting hard to "let us surveill you 24/7 here put this camera on your face and wrist c'mon enter the panopticon"
June 25, 2025 at 8:15 PM
Can't believe they want to give us the Prime Soul treatment
I LOVE KEVIN AND I LOVE DON'T ESCAPE AND DEEP SLEEP
June 17, 2025 at 9:23 PM
I LOVE KEVIN AND I LOVE DON'T ESCAPE AND DEEP SLEEP
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Me with only 2 hours of sleep
June 8, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Me with only 2 hours of sleep
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I relate to V1 and Gabriel on an existential level (at least how they're depicted in fanfiction)
May 31, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I relate to V1 and Gabriel on an existential level (at least how they're depicted in fanfiction)
Maybe I am just flawed. Just incompatible. A rose with thorns, desperately trying to wrap my vines around someone but hurting them in the process. What am I supposed to do then, though? Become defenseless, just silently suffer everything? Surely, there can be some way to work around them… I see none
May 25, 2025 at 4:49 AM
Maybe I am just flawed. Just incompatible. A rose with thorns, desperately trying to wrap my vines around someone but hurting them in the process. What am I supposed to do then, though? Become defenseless, just silently suffer everything? Surely, there can be some way to work around them… I see none
shaking with autistic indignation hahaha
May 22, 2025 at 1:21 PM
shaking with autistic indignation hahaha
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Lake Superior sunset.
May 21, 2025 at 2:09 PM
Lake Superior sunset.
I've been hooked by the Ultrakill fandom lately and by Jim is the fanfiction awesome, I can't wait to play the actual game for myself
May 16, 2025 at 11:08 AM
I've been hooked by the Ultrakill fandom lately and by Jim is the fanfiction awesome, I can't wait to play the actual game for myself
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I have great plans but I cannot make them a reality alone and the few people who could help me are not willing to do so. Free me from his hell
May 5, 2025 at 11:35 PM
I have great plans but I cannot make them a reality alone and the few people who could help me are not willing to do so. Free me from his hell
I am constantly hurting and at least somewhat stressed. Engaging in my interests only numbs the pain temporarily. I scream out into the darkness
May 4, 2025 at 2:09 PM
I am constantly hurting and at least somewhat stressed. Engaging in my interests only numbs the pain temporarily. I scream out into the darkness
I think I might suffer from emotional impermanence. Whenever I'm not actively hanging out with someone, I get really lonely, and it's especially bad when they happen to be hanging out with somebody else.
At least the hurt caused by it doesn't technically stay for that long either, I guess.
At least the hurt caused by it doesn't technically stay for that long either, I guess.
May 2, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I think I might suffer from emotional impermanence. Whenever I'm not actively hanging out with someone, I get really lonely, and it's especially bad when they happen to be hanging out with somebody else.
At least the hurt caused by it doesn't technically stay for that long either, I guess.
At least the hurt caused by it doesn't technically stay for that long either, I guess.
It makes me so upset that I can't seem to be fully understood even by other people with autism. I thought I would be able to connect with them better, but there are still just such differences between us I feel like I don't belong. I'm dejected and don't know what to do 😞
April 30, 2025 at 11:45 PM
It makes me so upset that I can't seem to be fully understood even by other people with autism. I thought I would be able to connect with them better, but there are still just such differences between us I feel like I don't belong. I'm dejected and don't know what to do 😞