Violet
@cuardach.bsky.social
28 || she/her || 🏳️🌈 || Never getting out of this eating disorder mess, am I?
Spouse was all "oh you deserve to have a day where you just meet your calories and don't have a deficit" yesterday, little does he know that I'll be making that up today and tomorrow. #edsky
February 12, 2025 at 5:43 PM
Spouse was all "oh you deserve to have a day where you just meet your calories and don't have a deficit" yesterday, little does he know that I'll be making that up today and tomorrow. #edsky
Trying to put together a nice outfit for a get together at the local gay cafe/bar is a HARSH reminder of how much weight I've gained, cause all my outfits were conceived pre-PhD and, well. Absolutely none of them fit anymore. Just kill me now. (Also can't go there looking straight, yk) #edsky
February 4, 2025 at 4:31 PM
Trying to put together a nice outfit for a get together at the local gay cafe/bar is a HARSH reminder of how much weight I've gained, cause all my outfits were conceived pre-PhD and, well. Absolutely none of them fit anymore. Just kill me now. (Also can't go there looking straight, yk) #edsky
Spouse wanted to tell me good news. I got kind of excited because I really need good news. Turns out the woman he's dating recently finally texted back. I'm happy for him but also like... I really don't care. This does not affect me. Come back with actual good news.
January 24, 2025 at 9:42 AM
Spouse wanted to tell me good news. I got kind of excited because I really need good news. Turns out the woman he's dating recently finally texted back. I'm happy for him but also like... I really don't care. This does not affect me. Come back with actual good news.
Rest he says
As the garbage overflows
Rest he says
With the dishes in the sink
Rest he says
While the floor sticks to my feet
Rest he says
And the toilet starts to reek
Rest he says
You deserve it
I'll take care of everything
Like telling you to rest
And creating dirt for you to clean.
As the garbage overflows
Rest he says
With the dishes in the sink
Rest he says
While the floor sticks to my feet
Rest he says
And the toilet starts to reek
Rest he says
You deserve it
I'll take care of everything
Like telling you to rest
And creating dirt for you to clean.
January 22, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Rest he says
As the garbage overflows
Rest he says
With the dishes in the sink
Rest he says
While the floor sticks to my feet
Rest he says
And the toilet starts to reek
Rest he says
You deserve it
I'll take care of everything
Like telling you to rest
And creating dirt for you to clean.
As the garbage overflows
Rest he says
With the dishes in the sink
Rest he says
While the floor sticks to my feet
Rest he says
And the toilet starts to reek
Rest he says
You deserve it
I'll take care of everything
Like telling you to rest
And creating dirt for you to clean.
"No more monster energy now that the PhD is over!" She said. And promptly started chugging whole cans again to get through gym workouts.
Don't mix high caffeine drinks and workout folks. It's not healthy. Plus oh god all those artifical sweeteners are so bad for my gut health. Actimel time. #edsky
Don't mix high caffeine drinks and workout folks. It's not healthy. Plus oh god all those artifical sweeteners are so bad for my gut health. Actimel time. #edsky
January 21, 2025 at 11:28 AM
"No more monster energy now that the PhD is over!" She said. And promptly started chugging whole cans again to get through gym workouts.
Don't mix high caffeine drinks and workout folks. It's not healthy. Plus oh god all those artifical sweeteners are so bad for my gut health. Actimel time. #edsky
Don't mix high caffeine drinks and workout folks. It's not healthy. Plus oh god all those artifical sweeteners are so bad for my gut health. Actimel time. #edsky
Nice thing about swimming is that it doesn't make me feel like a sweaty pig.
January 15, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Nice thing about swimming is that it doesn't make me feel like a sweaty pig.
Casually walked 10k steps without even really thinking about it just exploring the town. Violet a decade ago would've never. This year I'll for sure hit my gw again, right? I just need to not binge... #edsky
January 15, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Casually walked 10k steps without even really thinking about it just exploring the town. Violet a decade ago would've never. This year I'll for sure hit my gw again, right? I just need to not binge... #edsky
See the problem with having treated BPD is that everyone wants the POSITIVE symptoms but god save you if you dare to slip up and exhibit one of the negative ones. Back to therapy with you, you horrible person. I'd break up with you if I was less gracious, count yourself lucky.
January 15, 2025 at 9:42 AM
See the problem with having treated BPD is that everyone wants the POSITIVE symptoms but god save you if you dare to slip up and exhibit one of the negative ones. Back to therapy with you, you horrible person. I'd break up with you if I was less gracious, count yourself lucky.
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Sometimes having an eating disorder is choosing the salmon out of your three menu options even though you don't like salmon because it's the only thing that's relatively low kcal and you haven't eaten all day 🫣 #edsky
January 13, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Sometimes having an eating disorder is choosing the salmon out of your three menu options even though you don't like salmon because it's the only thing that's relatively low kcal and you haven't eaten all day 🫣 #edsky
Come on. Text. How long can you possibly think about your feelings. You know how much this is hurting me.
January 12, 2025 at 5:49 PM
Come on. Text. How long can you possibly think about your feelings. You know how much this is hurting me.
24 hr of emotional stomach ache 😭 not sure how long this "needing space and time" is going to go for. A day? 2? A week? Literally dying here. Also this has never in the 14 years of my life I've had relationships gone well for me.
January 12, 2025 at 12:46 AM
24 hr of emotional stomach ache 😭 not sure how long this "needing space and time" is going to go for. A day? 2? A week? Literally dying here. Also this has never in the 14 years of my life I've had relationships gone well for me.
Nothing more terrifying than a partner asking you for space and time to think about feelings. Excuse me while I go on a binge and sh spiral until he deems it time to text me again. Idk what I'm going to do if he decides to break up, I really don't.
January 11, 2025 at 4:46 PM
Nothing more terrifying than a partner asking you for space and time to think about feelings. Excuse me while I go on a binge and sh spiral until he deems it time to text me again. Idk what I'm going to do if he decides to break up, I really don't.
Is this not what the tag means
this is SO fucked up but anytime i see this it reminds me of #caterpillarsky 😭
January 11, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Is this not what the tag means
Allowed myself to voice frustrations with boyfriend around midnight. He proceeded to shut down completely and went offline. It's now 12 hours later and aside from an "I'm alive" half an hour ago (because I texted that I'm worried about the silence) I've gotten nothing.
January 11, 2025 at 12:22 PM
Allowed myself to voice frustrations with boyfriend around midnight. He proceeded to shut down completely and went offline. It's now 12 hours later and aside from an "I'm alive" half an hour ago (because I texted that I'm worried about the silence) I've gotten nothing.
Teachers on here trying to use the #edsky tag for educational stuff are hysterical to me, I beg you to use anything else because you're not going to get the eating disordered girlies (gender neutral) to stop posting on there.
January 10, 2025 at 11:04 PM
Teachers on here trying to use the #edsky tag for educational stuff are hysterical to me, I beg you to use anything else because you're not going to get the eating disordered girlies (gender neutral) to stop posting on there.
Today's dinner is, uhhh, *rolls dice* olives and uhhh *rolls dice again* tuna
January 10, 2025 at 10:44 PM
Today's dinner is, uhhh, *rolls dice* olives and uhhh *rolls dice again* tuna
I put so much work into tidying up while my spouse was away and he didn't even notice. Why do I even try. Ugh.
January 10, 2025 at 6:21 PM
I put so much work into tidying up while my spouse was away and he didn't even notice. Why do I even try. Ugh.
It's really not fair that even if I skip my period by continuing my BC I still get PMDD. But hey, it's Friday and the symptoms are over ✨ I'll now get 3 weeks before my regular depression gets upgraded to extra spicy depression
January 10, 2025 at 10:01 AM
It's really not fair that even if I skip my period by continuing my BC I still get PMDD. But hey, it's Friday and the symptoms are over ✨ I'll now get 3 weeks before my regular depression gets upgraded to extra spicy depression