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@cryptidinthestars.bsky.social
24 • neurodivergent • 🔞 • pfp : angkis_ayy on twitter
with stupid fucking irrational anger and frustration that puts intrusive thoughts and images in my head that make me cry and feel even fucking worse
November 15, 2025 at 1:29 PM
with stupid fucking irrational anger and frustration that puts intrusive thoughts and images in my head that make me cry and feel even fucking worse
Like- If Imm being honest it's fine, I like looking at the stars and moon, but when all I want to do is crawl into bed and let myself cry or rot without anxiety over shit or vomit, walks like this make me so stupidly pissed off and upset thT I end up feeling like a horrible person
November 6, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Like- If Imm being honest it's fine, I like looking at the stars and moon, but when all I want to do is crawl into bed and let myself cry or rot without anxiety over shit or vomit, walks like this make me so stupidly pissed off and upset thT I end up feeling like a horrible person
call telling them to go in immediately because a mass was found near their heart, brain, lungs.... and it was caught early enough that surgery to remove it was pretty much non-invasive.
September 1, 2025 at 8:37 AM
call telling them to go in immediately because a mass was found near their heart, brain, lungs.... and it was caught early enough that surgery to remove it was pretty much non-invasive.
to heart issues or brain tumors, or even just diseases - could be found early enough by doing this?
Imagine if a person who would simply tell their doctor "yea no issues, I feel fine" during a yearly checkup decided they wanted to go and get scans/bloodwork "because they're curious" then got a +
Imagine if a person who would simply tell their doctor "yea no issues, I feel fine" during a yearly checkup decided they wanted to go and get scans/bloodwork "because they're curious" then got a +
September 1, 2025 at 8:37 AM
to heart issues or brain tumors, or even just diseases - could be found early enough by doing this?
Imagine if a person who would simply tell their doctor "yea no issues, I feel fine" during a yearly checkup decided they wanted to go and get scans/bloodwork "because they're curious" then got a +
Imagine if a person who would simply tell their doctor "yea no issues, I feel fine" during a yearly checkup decided they wanted to go and get scans/bloodwork "because they're curious" then got a +
then the kids are going to find ways to socialize online, by themselves or entertain themselves bc they can’t go outside anymore bc there are no more dedicated spaces for them…
August 2, 2025 at 1:42 PM
then the kids are going to find ways to socialize online, by themselves or entertain themselves bc they can’t go outside anymore bc there are no more dedicated spaces for them…
how normalized it is now…. Teach them responsible usage, yes, but let them be kids.
As an older gen Z who loved and still loves getting outside when I can: the workd is becoming and more and more hostile place to youth simply existing in outdoor and public spaces, and unless the adults change +
As an older gen Z who loved and still loves getting outside when I can: the workd is becoming and more and more hostile place to youth simply existing in outdoor and public spaces, and unless the adults change +
August 2, 2025 at 1:42 PM
how normalized it is now…. Teach them responsible usage, yes, but let them be kids.
As an older gen Z who loved and still loves getting outside when I can: the workd is becoming and more and more hostile place to youth simply existing in outdoor and public spaces, and unless the adults change +
As an older gen Z who loved and still loves getting outside when I can: the workd is becoming and more and more hostile place to youth simply existing in outdoor and public spaces, and unless the adults change +
that of their peers outside of treatment centers.
No violent video games (gore, guns, m*rder, etc) or anything similar…. But these kids are going to leave and have such a disconnect from their peers if they have only been allowed one hour per day of any sort of screen time beyond Zoom bc of just+
No violent video games (gore, guns, m*rder, etc) or anything similar…. But these kids are going to leave and have such a disconnect from their peers if they have only been allowed one hour per day of any sort of screen time beyond Zoom bc of just+
August 2, 2025 at 1:42 PM
that of their peers outside of treatment centers.
No violent video games (gore, guns, m*rder, etc) or anything similar…. But these kids are going to leave and have such a disconnect from their peers if they have only been allowed one hour per day of any sort of screen time beyond Zoom bc of just+
No violent video games (gore, guns, m*rder, etc) or anything similar…. But these kids are going to leave and have such a disconnect from their peers if they have only been allowed one hour per day of any sort of screen time beyond Zoom bc of just+
and age appropriate + maturity matching, yes…. But electronics and video games are becoming and have become a bigger and bigger part of our society every single year since I was born.
These kids are here for violent crimes, yes, but they still deserve to have SOME sense of a childhood that matches+
These kids are here for violent crimes, yes, but they still deserve to have SOME sense of a childhood that matches+
August 2, 2025 at 1:42 PM
and age appropriate + maturity matching, yes…. But electronics and video games are becoming and have become a bigger and bigger part of our society every single year since I was born.
These kids are here for violent crimes, yes, but they still deserve to have SOME sense of a childhood that matches+
These kids are here for violent crimes, yes, but they still deserve to have SOME sense of a childhood that matches+
and I am about one panic attack about making said phonecall away from just taking the hit to my top surgery savings and paying it out from that -
Would it set me back a year or 2? Yep, but I mean at the rate our fucking rights are going I might not even be able to consider it for another 3.5 years
Would it set me back a year or 2? Yep, but I mean at the rate our fucking rights are going I might not even be able to consider it for another 3.5 years
July 6, 2025 at 2:38 PM
and I am about one panic attack about making said phonecall away from just taking the hit to my top surgery savings and paying it out from that -
Would it set me back a year or 2? Yep, but I mean at the rate our fucking rights are going I might not even be able to consider it for another 3.5 years
Would it set me back a year or 2? Yep, but I mean at the rate our fucking rights are going I might not even be able to consider it for another 3.5 years
Legit I have 2k in medical bills I need to pay off and I applied for financial aid as it was not a cost I was expecting, and that would take 2 full paychecks- 4 weeks- worth of income from me if I paid it (all for some blood tests and an ultrasound) and they want me to call them back.+
July 6, 2025 at 2:38 PM
Legit I have 2k in medical bills I need to pay off and I applied for financial aid as it was not a cost I was expecting, and that would take 2 full paychecks- 4 weeks- worth of income from me if I paid it (all for some blood tests and an ultrasound) and they want me to call them back.+