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And this right here is why I could never be a fucking parent- forget the part where I work nightshift, forget the stinky & disgusting food- its this, right here, where I am woken up with incessant, non-stop whining & crying at 5am which echoes in my brain and is so overstimulating I end up sobbing +
November 15, 2025 at 1:29 PM
And this right here is why I could never be a fucking parent- forget the part where I work nightshift, forget the stinky & disgusting food- its this, right here, where I am woken up with incessant, non-stop whining & crying at 5am which echoes in my brain and is so overstimulating I end up sobbing +
I am so fucking tired of having to take the dog on walks at night before bed. If a single dog barks anywhere in our vicinity he will not do anything, at all, for the rest of the gods damned walk, and then I end up anxious and sleeping for shit thinking he's gonna puke or shit somewhere
November 6, 2025 at 1:37 AM
I am so fucking tired of having to take the dog on walks at night before bed. If a single dog barks anywhere in our vicinity he will not do anything, at all, for the rest of the gods damned walk, and then I end up anxious and sleeping for shit thinking he's gonna puke or shit somewhere
I do NOT want to go into work tonight, I can already tell this shit isn't going to end well
November 5, 2025 at 12:14 AM
I do NOT want to go into work tonight, I can already tell this shit isn't going to end well
Y'know what, co-star? Stop calling me out.
November 4, 2025 at 12:25 AM
Y'know what, co-star? Stop calling me out.
I want. To go. In. The vents.
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November 3, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I want. To go. In. The vents.
Nah because of COURSE as soon as I decide to start my own legacy challenge EA comes out and does this generative ai, saudi deal BULLSHIT.... like bro I was just getting into the actual gameplay instead of just building and now you do THIS???? Come ON man 😭😭😭😭
October 28, 2025 at 12:39 PM
Nah because of COURSE as soon as I decide to start my own legacy challenge EA comes out and does this generative ai, saudi deal BULLSHIT.... like bro I was just getting into the actual gameplay instead of just building and now you do THIS???? Come ON man 😭😭😭😭
Concept: minecraft mod where you can teleport between enderchests, even between worlds, for xp. Longer distances require more xp. There is a cooldown (1-2 minecraft days).
October 21, 2025 at 9:22 AM
Concept: minecraft mod where you can teleport between enderchests, even between worlds, for xp. Longer distances require more xp. There is a cooldown (1-2 minecraft days).
I need a motherfucking massage jfc atp let someone put me in a medieval torture stretching device
October 13, 2025 at 9:40 AM
I need a motherfucking massage jfc atp let someone put me in a medieval torture stretching device
Hot take but imo a 'perfect society' would allow for everyone, nomatter the age, to get yearly full body scans and bloodwork (if they so wanted) without any reason other than "I'd like to check my health" in order to look for any potential issues.
Imagine how many issues - from childhood cancer+
Imagine how many issues - from childhood cancer+
September 1, 2025 at 8:37 AM
Hot take but imo a 'perfect society' would allow for everyone, nomatter the age, to get yearly full body scans and bloodwork (if they so wanted) without any reason other than "I'd like to check my health" in order to look for any potential issues.
Imagine how many issues - from childhood cancer+
Imagine how many issues - from childhood cancer+
Hot take as a residential treatment worker who has seen firsthand the issues and energy that video games and smart TV’s create on a unit:
I wholeheartedly believe that, despite being court ordered to be where they are, these kids deserve to have video games and tv - MONITORED!!! Yes, of course.-
I wholeheartedly believe that, despite being court ordered to be where they are, these kids deserve to have video games and tv - MONITORED!!! Yes, of course.-
August 2, 2025 at 1:42 PM
Hot take as a residential treatment worker who has seen firsthand the issues and energy that video games and smart TV’s create on a unit:
I wholeheartedly believe that, despite being court ordered to be where they are, these kids deserve to have video games and tv - MONITORED!!! Yes, of course.-
I wholeheartedly believe that, despite being court ordered to be where they are, these kids deserve to have video games and tv - MONITORED!!! Yes, of course.-
To say that I sobbed would be an understatement, complete and utter understatement.
I had to hold my breath at the end monologue so I wouldn’t completely break down loudly from just how 15 years of pent up emotions and love for these movies poured out of me 😭😭😭😭😭
Beautifully done.
I had to hold my breath at the end monologue so I wouldn’t completely break down loudly from just how 15 years of pent up emotions and love for these movies poured out of me 😭😭😭😭😭
Beautifully done.
July 9, 2025 at 2:23 AM
To say that I sobbed would be an understatement, complete and utter understatement.
I had to hold my breath at the end monologue so I wouldn’t completely break down loudly from just how 15 years of pent up emotions and love for these movies poured out of me 😭😭😭😭😭
Beautifully done.
I had to hold my breath at the end monologue so I wouldn’t completely break down loudly from just how 15 years of pent up emotions and love for these movies poured out of me 😭😭😭😭😭
Beautifully done.
Honestly if this is how much stress medical bills fucking give me I might just tell my doctor unless he can diagnose me or a therapist/psychiatrist covered by my insurance can that I’m not going through this again.
July 6, 2025 at 2:41 PM
Honestly if this is how much stress medical bills fucking give me I might just tell my doctor unless he can diagnose me or a therapist/psychiatrist covered by my insurance can that I’m not going through this again.
I really fucking hate how big of a burden not being able to mentally make important phone calls makes me feel.
Talk about finance? I will get anxious and defensive and possibly cry.
Talk about therapists? Fuck no, might as well just break down thinking about it.
Talk about finance? I will get anxious and defensive and possibly cry.
Talk about therapists? Fuck no, might as well just break down thinking about it.
July 6, 2025 at 2:38 PM
I really fucking hate how big of a burden not being able to mentally make important phone calls makes me feel.
Talk about finance? I will get anxious and defensive and possibly cry.
Talk about therapists? Fuck no, might as well just break down thinking about it.
Talk about finance? I will get anxious and defensive and possibly cry.
Talk about therapists? Fuck no, might as well just break down thinking about it.
Nah fuck it, I’m going to bed
July 1, 2025 at 2:22 PM
Nah fuck it, I’m going to bed
Sometimes my emotions and intrusive thoughts legitimately make me want to eat glass or scream into a pillow so fucking much I pass out, why the fuck am I so sensitive and emotional I was doing SO well.
July 1, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Sometimes my emotions and intrusive thoughts legitimately make me want to eat glass or scream into a pillow so fucking much I pass out, why the fuck am I so sensitive and emotional I was doing SO well.
Why is it always when I forget my anxiety med at home that my brain decides to say Fuck You to my okay mood and come after me with OCD and Shit feelings
June 22, 2025 at 4:26 AM
Why is it always when I forget my anxiety med at home that my brain decides to say Fuck You to my okay mood and come after me with OCD and Shit feelings
What I’ve eaten for dinner (usually my only main meal) in the past week as a 24yr old nightshift worker with ‘tism and no time to make dinner before work:
11 - Jersey Mikes
12 - Jersey Mikes
13 - Jersey Mikes
14 - I don’t remember (not Jersey Mikes)
15 - Mcdonalds
16 - Jersey Mikes
17 - Jersey Mikes
11 - Jersey Mikes
12 - Jersey Mikes
13 - Jersey Mikes
14 - I don’t remember (not Jersey Mikes)
15 - Mcdonalds
16 - Jersey Mikes
17 - Jersey Mikes
June 17, 2025 at 11:41 PM
What I’ve eaten for dinner (usually my only main meal) in the past week as a 24yr old nightshift worker with ‘tism and no time to make dinner before work:
11 - Jersey Mikes
12 - Jersey Mikes
13 - Jersey Mikes
14 - I don’t remember (not Jersey Mikes)
15 - Mcdonalds
16 - Jersey Mikes
17 - Jersey Mikes
11 - Jersey Mikes
12 - Jersey Mikes
13 - Jersey Mikes
14 - I don’t remember (not Jersey Mikes)
15 - Mcdonalds
16 - Jersey Mikes
17 - Jersey Mikes
I am this fucking close to selling feet pics or some shit in order to deal with the price of healthcare in America 🤪 Why in the hell is 6-8 different kinds of bloodwork over $1,400 AFTER insurance.
I am so fucking tired.
I am so fucking tired.
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June 12, 2025 at 1:00 AM
I am this fucking close to selling feet pics or some shit in order to deal with the price of healthcare in America 🤪 Why in the hell is 6-8 different kinds of bloodwork over $1,400 AFTER insurance.
I am so fucking tired.
I am so fucking tired.
I know I’m not having kids but damn if I did I’d want them to learn in the way I did, which now means homeschooling is their only option, sadly. I saw how the switch to online homework and whatnot affected me when we started the switch… I got good grades before the switch, but after? There’s a lot+
May 16, 2025 at 11:08 AM
I know I’m not having kids but damn if I did I’d want them to learn in the way I did, which now means homeschooling is their only option, sadly. I saw how the switch to online homework and whatnot affected me when we started the switch… I got good grades before the switch, but after? There’s a lot+
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This dog politely asked for a musician's drumstick in the middle of their performance. Always excited to find a fellow stick lover. 12/10
May 15, 2025 at 8:54 PM
This dog politely asked for a musician's drumstick in the middle of their performance. Always excited to find a fellow stick lover. 12/10
Yknow, I’m kinda curious if deaf & blind children are having the same issues that hearing & seeing children rn are with illiteracy, reading comprehension, language & even history… are they using electronics & online classes/homework as well? AI? Or are they still more or less the same as years ago?
May 16, 2025 at 11:02 AM
Yknow, I’m kinda curious if deaf & blind children are having the same issues that hearing & seeing children rn are with illiteracy, reading comprehension, language & even history… are they using electronics & online classes/homework as well? AI? Or are they still more or less the same as years ago?
I’m tired of being scared of sharing my pronouns or correcting people ever since the election… it’s not even 6 months into his term and I’m already too anxious to correct people anymore at work
May 10, 2025 at 2:40 AM
I’m tired of being scared of sharing my pronouns or correcting people ever since the election… it’s not even 6 months into his term and I’m already too anxious to correct people anymore at work
Im so tired of coworkers and their pessimism
April 27, 2025 at 3:57 AM
Im so tired of coworkers and their pessimism
We love having a brand new gift card on your Panera account inly to get completely locked out after changing your password 🙃🤪
April 11, 2025 at 11:16 PM
We love having a brand new gift card on your Panera account inly to get completely locked out after changing your password 🙃🤪
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April 4, 2025 at 1:11 AM
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