Either way ill keep on trying!

It feels so lonely without a community. No wonder why I was closeted for so long.

Im happy for her to be able to explore her identity with many people who are so similar. I feel like my gender and my identities are so weirdly niche or specific. I doubt ill find too many ppl like me. I guess ill keep trying to be more open in communities.

Ive always been a furry. And yeah bc of her i started exploring therian/otherkin identities recently. I have no other trans friends other than my cousin who I feel i shouldnt bother too much (hey dude :D ). i have no one else who is trans/otherkin. Its pretty lonely.

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These all still hurt to think about. Especially with self expression stuff that I only had her to talk about. Its hard to try to talk about expressing them without just feeling like im trying to copy her?

Throuple ships. Oh boy. I hold them so so so dear to my heart. It was so fricken awesome to find or get ANY rep for the throuple. And reaching so much to see which characters we were in it. Throuples and throuple dynamics will never leave my heart. I love krusielle sm. And weatherkaard <33

The many shows and things we will never finish together. They were so fun while it lasted. I will cherish those memories forever. I won't look back in anger or bitterness as I continue them! ... I really hope we can still watch whitepine. But i won't hold onto that! Whitepine is so sick

Trans women. I will always support. Yall are so strong. And I love yall <3

Lesbian relationships. So cute <33 yeah!! Wuhluhwuh!!!!

The videos of "this is so us!" I send to michael still <3

Ships i associated with us. It still hurts but I still love them. They're all so silly <3

T4T esp ST4T. Cute asf. Fire asf. I have great appreciation for them and I know theyre so happy! Good for them!! Content of them with shipping media is SOO PEAK!!

Puppy/doggirl/therians/kemonomimis?? THEYRE COOL IVE ALWAYS LOVED THEM!!

Im already sick of myself. I dont want more people dealing with me.

I cant wait to be gone forever