Cyil - please don't follow
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Pls don't follow if not friend.
Suspecting BDP, ADHD and Autism
#art
Pls don't follow if not friend.
Suspecting BDP, ADHD and Autism
#art
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Omg maeve delete bsky. You dont need to see this rn. Take care.
Ugh I feel like im gonna die. I need to eat
December 25, 2025 at 12:54 PM
Ugh I feel like im gonna die. I need to eat
I have to finish this bowl. I haven't been eating anything. Its too flavourful tho. Ugh.
December 25, 2025 at 11:58 AM
I have to finish this bowl. I haven't been eating anything. Its too flavourful tho. Ugh.
Wait. With my tiktok theres a chance that there's gonna be straight girls commenting "*him" and if that happens i am beheading all straight women AND men/j
December 25, 2025 at 11:31 AM
Wait. With my tiktok theres a chance that there's gonna be straight girls commenting "*him" and if that happens i am beheading all straight women AND men/j
HOLY SHIT ICY ULTED AND BECAME CYIL AND HES LITERALLY ART AND LOVE ITSELF HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN?!
December 25, 2025 at 11:08 AM
HOLY SHIT ICY ULTED AND BECAME CYIL AND HES LITERALLY ART AND LOVE ITSELF HOW TF DID THAT HAPPEN?!
Dump an artist and then they become art? Woah they can do that? Damn. This is my ultimate????
December 25, 2025 at 11:07 AM
Dump an artist and then they become art? Woah they can do that? Damn. This is my ultimate????
Back tattoo idea. I keep thinking about how Anthony Padillas tattoos are personal to him and id like that for myself. Always wanted an abstract wings back tattoo.
December 25, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Back tattoo idea. I keep thinking about how Anthony Padillas tattoos are personal to him and id like that for myself. Always wanted an abstract wings back tattoo.
Im such a fat fucking chud bro. Really hope maeve isn't seeing these secretly. Welp. If u are, ur fucking problem cutie ;3
December 25, 2025 at 10:16 AM
Im such a fat fucking chud bro. Really hope maeve isn't seeing these secretly. Welp. If u are, ur fucking problem cutie ;3
If I was amab I think the only thing I would worry abt genderwise is wanting to be androgynous and pretty. Not quite fully a boy but content and greatful for being amab. He'd maybe question what its like to be afab but only bc it would be less scary to present feminine. And he'd mourn that stability
December 25, 2025 at 9:38 AM
If I was amab I think the only thing I would worry abt genderwise is wanting to be androgynous and pretty. Not quite fully a boy but content and greatful for being amab. He'd maybe question what its like to be afab but only bc it would be less scary to present feminine. And he'd mourn that stability
You're cooking bro. You're him.
But for sure nobody using my "he" is not gonna be hurtful bc I'm so comfortable with they/them anyway. (Quote me on that if this changes lmao I'm still figuring my shit out lemme cook)
December 25, 2025 at 9:25 AM
You're cooking bro. You're him.
Oh Icy... he was holding you back from finding yourself. And that fuckass server was insufferable. You deserve to be truely seen.
uh oh. the gender is fucking killing me or something
December 25, 2025 at 9:23 AM
Oh Icy... he was holding you back from finding yourself. And that fuckass server was insufferable. You deserve to be truely seen.
I want ppl to know me as Cyil. Gonna be my new name. But Icy isn't a deadname to me. If you call me icy now please only use it around other ppl who also use it. And ofc if ur family dw too much if its around other family.
I love Cyil (he/they) . My per/fursona. He's so gender. Eventually he'll turn into a cool OC. #art
December 25, 2025 at 8:25 AM
I want ppl to know me as Cyil. Gonna be my new name. But Icy isn't a deadname to me. If you call me icy now please only use it around other ppl who also use it. And ofc if ur family dw too much if its around other family.
Sigh. Same time next year?
I just had a really bad mental breakdown. Merry christmas
December 25, 2025 at 8:19 AM
Sigh. Same time next year?
Its a canon event for me to be super sad abt someone on Christmas. This is the 3rd time now.
I'm still so hung up about the shirt I made for them. Them trying to be nice about it feels like a parent putting their child's bad drawing on the fridge just to make then stop crying.
December 25, 2025 at 8:18 AM
Its a canon event for me to be super sad abt someone on Christmas. This is the 3rd time now.
This was a good day with her.
Chat red suits me so much. I am shadow the hedgehog.
December 25, 2025 at 8:17 AM
This was a good day with her.
Likewise it hurts my heart to see it changed off. Oh man. Thats really gonna hurt.
Hehe I love it when ppl change their pfp to my art. It just warms my heart <3.
December 25, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Likewise it hurts my heart to see it changed off. Oh man. Thats really gonna hurt.
Going with her to 2 concerts. Back to back nights. 2 days before valentines day. 3 days before what was our anniversary. I hope Im healed enough by then.
December 25, 2025 at 8:14 AM
Going with her to 2 concerts. Back to back nights. 2 days before valentines day. 3 days before what was our anniversary. I hope Im healed enough by then.
Hoping i can still go through my trans journey with her help sometimes. But. I cant hope too much.
Talked with maeve abt us being aroace and man it's been such a journey figure this out. But it's nice to know I have someone to figure it out along side with <3
December 25, 2025 at 7:53 AM
Hoping i can still go through my trans journey with her help sometimes. But. I cant hope too much.
Being just friends? I dont know if it'll ever look like this again... bro you ruined it.
Me and maeves discord dms thread :D
nothing invasive (I think) just highlights. 🧵
nothing invasive (I think) just highlights. 🧵
December 25, 2025 at 7:52 AM
Being just friends? I dont know if it'll ever look like this again... bro you ruined it.
Shut up. Youre going to be so happy. You are happy here. Enjoy it to its fullest bro. She's everything.
Oml I'm such a yapper. Someone slap me and yell st me to shut up next time :((
December 25, 2025 at 7:51 AM
Shut up. Youre going to be so happy. You are happy here. Enjoy it to its fullest bro. She's everything.
They're going to find me in a ditch a week after I disappear.
Holy fuck im going to kill myself. I'm never drinking again. (This is a lie)
December 25, 2025 at 7:50 AM
They're going to find me in a ditch a week after I disappear.
Yep
Fuck. So many things happening lately got me feeling like. "IM BACK IN THE FUCKING BUILDING AGAIN!?"
December 25, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Yep
Bc you love her so much? Haha yeah... yeah. You are. Since day 1 bro.
Chat I'm so cooked.
December 25, 2025 at 7:49 AM
Bc you love her so much? Haha yeah... yeah. You are. Since day 1 bro.
Yeah they kind of did. Good job.
Do they know?
December 25, 2025 at 7:48 AM
Yeah they kind of did. Good job.
The waves of missing her and being okay with everything are so chaotic. I miss her so bad. She's so cute
December 25, 2025 at 7:46 AM
The waves of missing her and being okay with everything are so chaotic. I miss her so bad. She's so cute
It makes it easier to think that this is just a simon and betty scenario. Rather than thinking that she doesn't love me anymore. I mean she told me she still did...
December 25, 2025 at 7:34 AM
It makes it easier to think that this is just a simon and betty scenario. Rather than thinking that she doesn't love me anymore. I mean she told me she still did...