please love and support and protect disabled people while we are alive. no more eulogies for my friends, I want to hold their hands.

ironically i've never been happier or more secure in myself, i work so hard to make my tiny, socially + spatially circumscribed world as beautiful as possible and that feels good but sometimes i'm forced back into the real world and remember everything i can't do anymore

lately have been struggling tremendously with the reminders of the spaces i'm barred from and the things i can no longer do and how traumatic it is for people around you to act like you're voluntarily opting out or like the isolation is self-inflicted

I have not been reading many books lately nor have I updated my SG but yay!!

ooh i wanna be Storygraph friends! I'm cartonaw

I believe you and will create a safe space for him

Yes, not because I think he's cute, but because I went on for far too long about my recent proximity crush on someone who wasn't cute

hi 🇨🇳