the hell in which i was raised (oklahoma city the slightly less red, light pink two counties in the center every election)

holy shit i remembered those expensive seeu hats from over 12 years ago and i forgot they had glam posing with the merch 😭

and then vcv recording became a thing in 2011 and ofc i had to do try that shit out with korean too and its kinda wild that i made this about a year later (also the lyrics are so trash i think i found someone's shitty jp->kr machine translation on a naver blog)

found one of the first korean covers i made in utau over 14 years ago........... its so crazy how much more ive learned since and also how much vocal synth has evolved too 😭

i feel like this is adding sexual context for no reason 😭 the original is more like "what you felt is your own heart that was warped by pain"