but I made it happen and dang it I’ll do it again too.

this album is the score to my heart finding its way out of the depths of depression, and I guess I needed to share that tonight so thanks to anyone who’s listening.

( 8/8) got to meet and thank the person who plants and maintains this smaller area [warning for speaking jumpscare @ the end😶‍🌫️)🌵🌻

(7/8) sorry about potato quality, was trying to make videos that wouldn't need too much editing 😭
(i hope the crunchy ground asmr at least sounds decent...)🔥🌡☀️

(6/8) video time, here's a duck 🦢 (+ nature sounds)

(5/8)🥀

(4/8)🤷

(3/8) sorry brain not braining enough to continue the alt text for now😪

(2/8) I stalked a lizard, oops😔

one that lives on my bedside which is an am/pm one for my morning meds and arvo ones (9.30-10.30 and 4.30pm respectively) and one that lives on my makeup desk for the evening vitamins + blood pressure (11pm ish)
alarms are my best friend🤡

oooh love that, function > form but oof have you found a pretty form. luckily my room is child-free (for now, side-eyes my pregnant sister) but my solution isn't nearly as elegant (presctiption boxes im the wardrobe, non-prescription in a travel bag on my floor and I use 2 different pill boxes)

❤️🤡💙🤡❤️
(I'm so predictable... the jinx/arcane inspiration is so obvious iykyk)

I wonder what colour/s i ended up going with...
whoops

I appreciate the aesthetic, this was me with my evening meds (1x blood pressure + various vitamins) 🤡

Within seconds, their brains have automatically registered me as being different to them, in some way that sets off alarm bells (to use a phrase). www.nature.com/articles/sre...
They won't be aware of it. It's not in their control, unless they realise that's what's going to happen/