and that feeling of being small ALSO terrifies me because my fuckass brain things that that means i'm secretly a bigot because someone who wasn't would not care about how they feel because their comfort isn't as important as other peoples' safety.

Like, i feel like if i say what actually happened people will take my stories and use them as "proof" that these groups are horrific and evil. because they WILL do that. But if I keep it in forever, I feel so small.

it feels like i'm nothing anymore.

and I see a lot of jokes about it but "are you boy nonbinary or girl nonbinary?" is a genuine fucking thing that people talk about. i know some nonbinary people consider themselves that, but binary people just erroneously assume that applies to all nonbinary people.

1.2 billion of her own money by the way

Imagine the good she could do with that money to actually help women. Things like endometriosis are still so under-researched. The funding and pressure she could put into actually helping women if that was genuinely her goal, yet she chooses hate

okay i found it again. it wasn't a routine surgery but the other stuff was all true. she's doing well now it seems.

I think about her so often. that shit is horrifying.

WHY DO THEY DRAW IT LIKE THAT

"wait show me the fart porn" -first word of acknowledgement

bitches be drawing anything

I need to start lifting again.