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Kraki's vent blog to be sad n stuff

(18+ only, trigger warnings for mental health stuff and suicidal thoughts etc etc etc)
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hi, kraki here

my brain is poopy buttholes so i made a blog to vent about stuff and not clog my main one - would have preferred if private blogs were a thing but i really need a place to just Yell

tw for depression and all the other ugly things that come with it, follow with caution please!!
yknow the day my dad passes away is the day my life improves drastically lol
December 22, 2025 at 9:54 PM
i've been really struggling with the realization my dad is a huge ptsd trigger for me

specifically when he yells at me which is whenever he opens his mouth lol
December 6, 2025 at 10:39 PM
everything happen so fucking much
November 29, 2025 at 9:09 AM
fucked up my parents said im not allowed to use the toilet before theyre awake anymore cuz it wakes the dogs up so now i've been awake since 5am cuz my bladder is gonna explode
November 14, 2025 at 6:42 AM
me and my dad keep having screaming arguments over nothing cuz my dad is awful and i hate it here

he screamed at me over a cup a few days ago n tonight it was about a text ugh
October 31, 2025 at 12:16 AM
having to get up at like 7am (when i cant sleep earlier than 2am) every day to let decorator + builders in and then look after the dogs and then get any parcels and answer any questions the tradesmen have is draining me to death
October 22, 2025 at 6:19 PM
these dogs are gonna be my 13th reason one day
October 15, 2025 at 11:16 AM
dude i love how games can trigger me to have a screaming crying meltdown i love that!!! fuck!!!
October 14, 2025 at 5:54 PM
PARENTS STOP SUDDENLY THROWING PUPPY DUTY ON ME WITH NO NOTICE CHALLENGE (FAILED FUCKING FAILED)
October 12, 2025 at 9:17 AM
holy shit i'm sick and tired of my dad throwing a shit fit everytime i want something so he gets his own way

twice now mam's said i can have smth in my room and dad's come in and went WAH WAH WAH and not let me i'm so fucking tired of this HUGE FUCKING BABY
September 28, 2025 at 8:11 PM
what if i killed myself RIGHT now
September 28, 2025 at 10:55 AM
basically getting confirmation that my dad resents me because i have an 'easy life' in his eyes has really fucked my shit up lmao
September 18, 2025 at 10:26 PM
i'm still furious about this hours later
fucking AUDACITY of my parents to accuse me of ignoring the dogs when i look after them when o've spent the last week downstairs bored out of my skull cuz the minute i take my eye off them they eat smth
September 13, 2025 at 9:35 PM
fucking AUDACITY of my parents to accuse me of ignoring the dogs when i look after them when o've spent the last week downstairs bored out of my skull cuz the minute i take my eye off them they eat smth
September 13, 2025 at 3:53 PM
I CANT DO FUCKING ANYTHING IN THIS GODDAMN HOUSE WITHOUT THE DOGS EAT SOMETHING IM FUCKING TIRED
September 11, 2025 at 10:38 AM
how come if i need to go to bed early cuz i got an early morning my body wakes up after like 2 hours like RISE AND SHINE
September 8, 2025 at 2:40 AM
utterly useless without bas changing my bedsheets took all fucking day and sent me into a meltdown and i'm not even done yet UGH its almost midnight!!!
September 6, 2025 at 10:37 PM
bas gone and once again my heart shatters into a million fucking pieces
September 6, 2025 at 6:27 AM
bas is a fucking saint cuz ive been 100% unmedicated for reasons beyond my control for like 2 weeks and i keep screaming and crying and he just sits there and helps me through it even if i yell at him sometimes ;;
September 2, 2025 at 11:46 AM
i keep being put into Situations against my will and i fuckng haaaate it
August 30, 2025 at 4:07 AM
WE TOTALLY GOT SCAMMED BUYING THIS HOUSE MAN
August 19, 2025 at 12:10 PM
i don't like the new house :(
August 17, 2025 at 11:27 PM
real fuckin shitty thing about adhd is when u do tasks and feel like u make no progress :/ and then when u finish said task it doesnt even feel good!!!!
August 14, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I WANNA DRAW I WANNA DRAW BUT MY STUPID FUCKING BRAIN BEES WON'T LET ME!!!! LET ME FUCKING DRAW JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!!!!!!
August 12, 2025 at 11:06 PM
bas comes over on saturday i should be exploding from excitement but i just feel empty instead 🫠
August 11, 2025 at 11:10 PM