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colebear06.bsky.social
I wrote a letter to mister trump today that he'll never see.

but I feel a little better now.
the image is a white piece of paper with a letter to mister trump and the letter reads as follows: date: 9.21.2025 dear mister trump, it occured to me today, while hearing you speak the words: I hate my opponents and don't want the best for them, when you were speaking at Charlie Kirks funeral. now. I may not have agreed with the majority of what Mister Kirk said, but I don't think he'd have wanted you to use his funeral to spout that. you sell Bibles mister trump. you claim to be a Christian. have you read that Bible? do you know what it says in the book of Matthew 5:43-45? (Matthew chapter 5, verses 43-45) I'll tell you if you don't. [43] “You have heard that it was said, ‘Love your friends, hate your enemies.’ [44] But now I tell you: love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, [45] so that you may become the children of your Father in heaven. For he makes his sun to shine on bad and good people alike, and gives rain to those who do good and to those who do evil. so you see, mister trump. the Bible that you're selling, and the Jesus you are saying you follow, doesn't tell you to hate your opponents. I don't know everything. but I do know that. i know you don't like me, and you don't know me. and that's okay. Jesus loves me. and that's good enough for me. - signed a bleeding heart liberal
September 22, 2025 at 5:03 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
we will never forget 9/11/2001 ❤️‍🩹
September 11, 2025 at 2:51 PM
colebear06.bsky.social
if you don't understand why your disabled friends in the USA are scared right now, you don't have disabled friends. You just happen to know someone who is disabled.
#DisabilityPrideMonth #unashamed #chronicillness #adrenalinsufficieny #cushingsdisease #braintumor #blindgirl #mentalhealthmatters #fdt
text over the Disability Pride Flag reads: if you don't understand why your disabled friends in the United States are scared right now, you don't have disabled friends. You just happen to know someone who is disabled.
July 6, 2025 at 6:55 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
Happy Disability Pride Month!!!
I'm no longer allowing others to shame me for my mobility aids. This is my life. These are my illnesses. Be proud of me or bounce!
#cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny #blindness #mentalhealth

The Disability Pride Flag created by Ann Magill #disabilitypridemonth 🌻
[Image Description: Muted shades in a diagonal stripe pattern make up the Disability Pride Flag: •Green represents Sensory Disabilities •Blue represents Psychiatric Disabilities •White represents non-visible and undiagnosed Disabilities •Gold (yellow) represents Cognitive and Intellectual Disabilities •Red represents Physical Disabilities. End ID].
July 2, 2025 at 4:06 PM
colebear06.bsky.social
and for whomever wants the date stamp:
June 23, 2025 at 1:51 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
they voted for the one who's been continuously playing games w/ their lives,& don't see it.

my friends, Katniss wouldn't have stood for this.

I made this last night w/ a very lengthy angry post & added the enlistment ☎️# near us. time to put actions to their words, no?

Welcome to the Hunger Games.
American distress flag with a faded mockingjay on the front of it displaying the words May The Odds Be Ever In Your Favor photo of a text that reads: so... you voted for a 'peacemaker' who swore up & down he'd never start a war, other presidents were going to. so. how's that going for ya?! "I'm not going to start wars" - 11.6.2024, victory speech 'My proudest legacy will be that of a peacemaker and unifier. That’s what I want to be: a peacemaker and a unifier.' - 1.20.25 the inaugural address, so you know I don't talk out of my ass. nope. he's gonna be remembered as the pos dictator he is. here's the numbers where you can go enlist on Monday, bc ya know, you voted for WWIII. and you wanted this. if you need a different phone number, lmk! I can get you the address, too. i will help send you off!
June 22, 2025 at 6:50 PM
colebear06.bsky.social
idk
i'm proud of myself. changes were needed, & this has been a good start. our country may be a dumpster fire, but i have faith in 2025. at least the one i'm focusing on. ✌🏻🫶🏻😊

#sobersister #wegotthis #recoveryispossible #chronicallyill #chronicallyfabulous #adrenalinsufficieny #cushingsdisease
brunette with glasses, making a kissy face and making a peace sign with her fingers, taking a picture in the mirror with her phone. wearing a t-shirt that says sober sister. photo is a screenshot of an app that tracks sobriety. it says: I've been booze free for 10 months 3 days.
June 5, 2025 at 5:51 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I bought myself a ring because life has been shit lately.
pandas aren't even helping.

#justareminder for myself that #ifuckinggotthis so. if you see this, remember, #youfuckinggotthis

also. acid reflux is a bitch. I hate it.
May 27, 2025 at 2:31 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I don't have a light in my eyes anymore. they don't sparkle & haven't for a while. im back in the hospital, cried every day for months.

I miss the girl w/the sparkly eyes & a light in her soul. Idk where she went or how to get her back.

the me in this pic? she sparkled every day, no matter what.
May 5, 2025 at 9:00 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
the face I make whenever someone talks about government things.

just make me a panda already!
April 9, 2025 at 7:11 PM
colebear06.bsky.social
Happy #CushingsAwarenessDay !! 20 years of fighting this beast [15 diagnosed] and #imstillhere #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny #raredisease #chronicillness #chronicpain #braintumor #brainsurgery #survivor #warrior
April 9, 2025 at 1:20 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
something special happened at my #psych appt. he remembered my #celebraterecovery anniv. in Feb I was 3 yrs ideation & attempt free. he wasn't looking at his notes, he remembered. some days are harder than others but #imstillhere #keeptalkingmh #chronicillness #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny
April 3, 2025 at 2:18 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
went to the #emergencyroom yesterday. my tests came back normal (of course 🙄) I have a follow-up Thursday. but let's look at this #opioidcrisis , shall we? read the pics bc there aren't enough characters lol.

oy.

#hospitals #chronicillness #raredisease #zebra #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny
this is the text for both images so. I was in the er most of yesterday. and, it wasn't for pain. I mean, I was at a level 3 with my headache. one of the questions I was asked was, do you have a headache? yeah. I usually always have one. ok. we went over the tests they were gonna run - dopplar, INR, all the heart ones, etc. (my legs won't stop swelling, my face looks like it did when I had cushings and it hurts to breathe so we were ruling out a bunch of things. all tests came back negative and I have a follow-up thursday) so anyway, the nurse comes in with my meds. first thing she says, I have morphine for you. MORPHINE?! mom and I said that at the same time. I asked the nurse why i was being given MORPHINE. she said, pain? I told her that was never discussed and I never asked for it. she asked me if I was in pain and I said yeah like a level 3 migraine. and she was even annoyed that was rx for me. I told her I didn't want it and I even said to her, THIS IS HOW WE GET ADDICTED! and we talked about how at one point I was on 200mg of morphine a day because of my eye and after 8 years I said enough and got off of it. she hung a bag of tylenol for me, because that's what I was expecting and benadryl bc I'm allergic to CT dye. tbh, I don't even think that was enough the way I felt that contrast yesterday. yeesh. but yeah. first thing I was offered was morphine. and not even talked about just, here. I have this. it's nuts. ask questions my friends. don't take the meds if you don't want them. over the summer I was offered medication, not offered, not discussed, my nurse came in during one of my admits and said I have x for you and I'd never heard of it and neither had she. she asked if the dr talked to me about it and I asked her if I needed to take it. she told me flat out, if the doctor didn't talk to you about this, and neither one of us knows anything about it? don't take it. she looked into it but she agreed with me. funny enough I take it now, but why send th…
April 2, 2025 at 3:45 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I'm not getting better. mental health:shot. physically: dumpster fire.
i got out my devo & read & prayed & remembered how much peace & grace I had when I gave it all to God. it's time to surrender my pain again.

#chroncillness #chronicpain #daughterofthemosthigh #blessedandhighlyfavored #isurrender
quote on image with flowers has a scripture that reads : [28] “Come to me, all of you who are tired from carrying heavy loads, and I will give you Matthew.11.28.GNT
March 22, 2025 at 10:03 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
in case you forgot.
you're all fucking beautiful.
#youareloved #youareworthit #youareimportant #youmatter #youcannotbereplaced
if no one told you:
I love you. I'm proud of you. You're doing great.
#keeptalkingmh #mentalhealthmatters #chronicillness #chronicpain #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny
you're all fucking beautiful
March 15, 2025 at 12:34 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
ive been in the hospital since Tuesday
I feel like trash.
idk what this new mri is gonna show us
I read it. they just better figure it out.

#frustrated #hospitalbullshit #chronicillness #braintumor #brainsurgery #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny #syringomyelia #overit #annoyedpanda
March 7, 2025 at 1:36 PM
colebear06.bsky.social
how did i #panda today?
in the hospital.
that's how.
& now I'm stuck here. for idk how long. I HATE THIS SHIT. #chronicillness #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny #braintumor #brainsurgery #whatswrongnow #fuckthisshit #mentalhealthmatters
40 hrs still no 😴 food still sucks. dizzy. falling. #yayme
March 5, 2025 at 4:15 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I'm a #sadpanda today. the infection I've been battling for over a month due to the poor...well, everything, at the hospital didn't get better so I'm down for the count. again.😔

did you #panda today?
#nap #snack #love

#youareloved #youareworthit #youmatter #keeptalkingmentalhealth #chronicillness
March 4, 2025 at 5:09 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
did you #panda today?
eat your snack?
#takeanap?

no?
did you forget?
poor panda.

#youareloved
#youareworthit
#youareimportant
#youmatter
#yourstorymatters
#youcannotbereplaced

did you forget all that?
well. it's true.
so remember. ok? #iloveyou #wegotthis
#keeptalkingmentalhealth
#chronicillness
March 3, 2025 at 4:19 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
watch panda videos.
it's the only way to get thru this.

and also.
snacks.
and be a pretty princess.
but mostly #pandavideos bc #giantpandas are amazing and #pandas make everything better.

so. yay. pandas.

#fdt #wegotthis #yourstorymatters #mentalhealthmatters #chronicillness #youcannotbereplaced
March 2, 2025 at 5:47 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
how are you feeling?
#angry. #iamfeelingangry #frustrated #pissedoff

all the things.
I can't even put all of my thoughts &feelings into words bc I'm so #disgusted by humans right now.

ugh. i want to hurl.

how did we get here?!!

#fdt #fuckelon #fuckdonaldtrump #mentalhealthmatters
February 25, 2025 at 2:34 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I AM SO TIRED OF BEING SICK & NOT HAVING ANSWERS & HAVING TO FIGHT DOCTORS (except my current one bc he's on vacay & fights for me) FOR ANSWERS! IT SHOULDN'T BE DIFFICULT TO LISTEN TO A PATIENT & NOT SAY EH. IT'S ANXIETY.

NO KEN. IT IS NOT. FFS. DO YOUR JOB!
#overit #chronicillness #raredisease
you know that part when you've been so physically ill for so and you're at that stage where you've changed your pajamas 3x in 10 minutes bc you're so uncomfortable everything is pissing you off and making you itch and you've rearranged your blankets because they're getting on your nerves and your pillows just won't get right and you can't take all your meds bc you'll throw them up and you're anxious as all hell and all you want is grape soda but you don't know if you can have grape soda and you want to scream but you can't scream bc you'll wake people up and you haven't slept more than 3 hours at a time and you watched the sun go down and now it's rising and your head is about to explode and you feel like you're about to be a huge bitch for the rest of the day? just me? cool. cool.
February 21, 2025 at 11:54 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
I encourage all of us to take a breath & listen to #MrFeeny.

'Believe in yourselves. Dream. Try. Do Good.' -Mr. Feeny, Boy Meets World

we'll get through this, together. don't let their hate consume you, don't let it change you.
#dream #try #dogood #mentalhealthmatters #hatenevermadeanynationgreat
February 19, 2025 at 5:30 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
as of right now, I am 2 years 11 months 19 days 6 hours 14 min & 13 seconds suicidal ideation & attempt free.
#lifeishard very, very hard. but #imstillhere
#ourstoriesmatter keep writing yours.

#celebraterecovery #depression #twloha #cushingsdisease #adrenalinsufficieny #braintumor #chronicillness
February 16, 2025 at 4:51 AM
colebear06.bsky.social
ABOLISH DEI THEY SAID!!!

and then

THEY'RE CRYING FOR DIVERSITY IN THE HALF TIME SHOW!!!

oh you sad, sad, privileged yt men.

go cry in the corner.

this is what a revolution looks like. 🫶🏻

#superbowlhalftimeshow #diversityequityinclusion #dei #kendricklamar #revolution
February 12, 2025 at 8:38 PM