People who atleast spoke to me of love sooner or later did not anymore. Initial expectations not met? Check
Possible potential not met? Check
I dont ask how could you because I couldnt believe it
I dont ask how could you ever because I woundnt understand it
I dont ask cause you eventually stopped

I never watched rick and morty really but I think I read a quote being similiar to

"I've seen what you cheer for, your boo's mean nothin"

and I am going, put quite mildly, very insane.

For all others, I hope it is me, I yearn for it to be me, let me be the problem, let me be the reason I cant be with people. As much hate and isolation and denial I reap towards myself the easier it is to not think of the society as inherebtly crooked. I need to be what you hate. 'Cause I cant care.