＜£αЯR¥☆＞ - 96 Week Streak
@cloutengineer.bsky.social
27 | Walked outside, it was still gorgeous | max streakler | sawed off ultra
Freitod würd so einiges vereinfachen
December 3, 2025 at 1:47 AM
Freitod würd so einiges vereinfachen
Ich brauche Luft doch hab zum Atmen keine Zeit
October 8, 2025 at 8:33 PM
Ich brauche Luft doch hab zum Atmen keine Zeit
Was smoken is leichter als zu flennen
October 6, 2025 at 6:35 PM
Was smoken is leichter als zu flennen
Dear diary,
I am tired
I am tired
August 14, 2025 at 9:09 AM
Dear diary,
I am tired
I am tired
Dear diary,
I am broken. I think i dont wanna sleep cuz I dont wanna dream
I am broken. I think i dont wanna sleep cuz I dont wanna dream
August 12, 2025 at 1:10 AM
Dear diary,
I am broken. I think i dont wanna sleep cuz I dont wanna dream
I am broken. I think i dont wanna sleep cuz I dont wanna dream
Dear diary,
I thank for music and singing
I thank for music and singing
August 12, 2025 at 1:05 AM
Dear diary,
I thank for music and singing
I thank for music and singing
Dear diary,
I am not well.
I am not well.
August 12, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Dear diary,
I am not well.
I am not well.
Dear diary,
every sympathy towards me must feels like a lie. Honest words do crush me. They come with expectations, wishful thinking, a role they see me well suited for. But all I ever knew was to disappoint so _please_ just tell me you hate me so we skip the "having expectations"-part
every sympathy towards me must feels like a lie. Honest words do crush me. They come with expectations, wishful thinking, a role they see me well suited for. But all I ever knew was to disappoint so _please_ just tell me you hate me so we skip the "having expectations"-part
August 12, 2025 at 12:54 AM
Dear diary,
every sympathy towards me must feels like a lie. Honest words do crush me. They come with expectations, wishful thinking, a role they see me well suited for. But all I ever knew was to disappoint so _please_ just tell me you hate me so we skip the "having expectations"-part
every sympathy towards me must feels like a lie. Honest words do crush me. They come with expectations, wishful thinking, a role they see me well suited for. But all I ever knew was to disappoint so _please_ just tell me you hate me so we skip the "having expectations"-part
Dear diary,
after years of touch and intimacy I had two hugs in six months and both felt forced and were not worth it. I struggle to deal my cards well.
after years of touch and intimacy I had two hugs in six months and both felt forced and were not worth it. I struggle to deal my cards well.
August 12, 2025 at 12:44 AM
Dear diary,
after years of touch and intimacy I had two hugs in six months and both felt forced and were not worth it. I struggle to deal my cards well.
after years of touch and intimacy I had two hugs in six months and both felt forced and were not worth it. I struggle to deal my cards well.
Dear diary,
I gotta clean
I gotta clean
August 12, 2025 at 12:41 AM
Dear diary,
I gotta clean
I gotta clean
Dear diary I miss the illusion of being somewhat worthy of acknowledgment or interest, I feel like I was naive, an exchangeable toy, nothing to ever be considered again, not worth a shit, a steppingstone of many, a mistake like many, finally a loser like many. Yet there are also no winners left.
August 12, 2025 at 12:40 AM
Dear diary I miss the illusion of being somewhat worthy of acknowledgment or interest, I feel like I was naive, an exchangeable toy, nothing to ever be considered again, not worth a shit, a steppingstone of many, a mistake like many, finally a loser like many. Yet there are also no winners left.
To overcome the solitude and the agony after someone accompanied your life for years, be it family, friends or partners just to be left alone again and again and again. To get a grasp on whether its merely them or me that makes coexisting so unbearable and draining and exhausting.
August 12, 2025 at 12:37 AM
To overcome the solitude and the agony after someone accompanied your life for years, be it family, friends or partners just to be left alone again and again and again. To get a grasp on whether its merely them or me that makes coexisting so unbearable and draining and exhausting.
Dear diary,
for as long as I breath I shall journal. To let my frustrations out and take space which is not my head anymore. To hold onto joy for a tad longer and to find ways to develop new hope.
for as long as I breath I shall journal. To let my frustrations out and take space which is not my head anymore. To hold onto joy for a tad longer and to find ways to develop new hope.
August 12, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Dear diary,
for as long as I breath I shall journal. To let my frustrations out and take space which is not my head anymore. To hold onto joy for a tad longer and to find ways to develop new hope.
for as long as I breath I shall journal. To let my frustrations out and take space which is not my head anymore. To hold onto joy for a tad longer and to find ways to develop new hope.
Same shit different platform but less expectations more diary
August 12, 2025 at 12:17 AM
Same shit different platform but less expectations more diary
Crazy timeline, ich hab meine ruhe doch es ist alles was ich nicht will
August 10, 2025 at 12:15 PM
Crazy timeline, ich hab meine ruhe doch es ist alles was ich nicht will
Ich kann multiple köpfe rauchen 10min bevor ich in den bus steig und 8h+ dann arbeiten ohne dass wer was checkt ich bin angekommen
June 26, 2025 at 10:02 AM
Ich kann multiple köpfe rauchen 10min bevor ich in den bus steig und 8h+ dann arbeiten ohne dass wer was checkt ich bin angekommen
Crazy wie man sich nichts mehr zu sagen hat
June 23, 2025 at 6:38 AM
Crazy wie man sich nichts mehr zu sagen hat
Ich vermiss die Person wo ich dachte man bleibt Teil eines Lebens
June 6, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Ich vermiss die Person wo ich dachte man bleibt Teil eines Lebens
Ich will liebennnnn
June 6, 2025 at 10:23 AM
Ich will liebennnnn
Ich bin in der Laune zu heulen ich verschreibe mir ne Lunte, 1000+ kills auf aim_botz und musik laut hören und gucken was passiert und ob die Ruhe den sturm zulässt
June 2, 2025 at 3:32 PM
Ich bin in der Laune zu heulen ich verschreibe mir ne Lunte, 1000+ kills auf aim_botz und musik laut hören und gucken was passiert und ob die Ruhe den sturm zulässt
Wenn das nix wird dann grind ich loner mindset so sehr dass ich mir iwann grinsend und lachend die pistole an die Schläfe ansetzen vermag
June 2, 2025 at 3:00 PM
Wenn das nix wird dann grind ich loner mindset so sehr dass ich mir iwann grinsend und lachend die pistole an die Schläfe ansetzen vermag
Ich will dinge rekindlen und ich werd dran kaputt gehen
June 2, 2025 at 2:59 PM
Ich will dinge rekindlen und ich werd dran kaputt gehen