i want to be right more and i think i have begun to accept the only way to do that is to just be wrong but like really fast

I want to be writing an essay right now but I am spoonless... however I have been chewing on the idea of how lately when I am in a room I'm often thinking about how people are interacting in ways that sprout from some hidden pain

my therapist told me to experiment with trying less hard so this week i am going to try so hard to try less hard 👍

girl who is so good at managing everyone else's emotions discovers polyamory: omg yay extra credit <3

You aren’t actually supposed to swim upstream all the time in life and it feels so weird to keep coming to this realization from time to time

reading braiding sweetgrass and ada limón's most recent poetry collection on the plane and crying every other paragraph/stanza... feeling very much like this quote about soul-world close contact

i know this is just supposed to be a bass demo but it is pretty sick to hear rocco prestia/james jamerson type bass playing on carly rae jepsen lmao

www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3U-...

buying things should first and foremost be about engaging with someone else's craftsmanship/humanity

got a banjo for christmas… next on my list of esoteric string instruments to learn is mandolin

double emailing is so embarrassing but thats just the state of my job search rn

thinking about turning my open source home assistant project into a weirder more bespoke "stage management for the home" system

not now babe i'm reading substack posts and trying to speedrun self actualization