ty my friend, and to you as well ❤️ hang in there, it’s rough out here

I feel like logically the pain isn’t as bad as yesterday or the day before, I’m pretty sure that’s accurate to say, but it’s still Present and very distracting and annoying and I just. sighs. I’m tired dude

I slept eight hours but suddenly, horizontal again, I am about to pass out lmao

my teacher is sick but set us up to go to substitute classes and I was gonna go but now I’m like. mmn. don’t wanna. tired and in pain.

I don’t even wanna look at my gpa rn 😭

I’ll bring it anyway bc it’s my long school day but hopefully ! it’ll be ok

to experience them Properly since I’m a dissociative mess lolol. it’s easier to justify these traits in another person than to accept them in myself. inevitably, even if I don’t mean to, I end up breathing through every character I play, no matter how alike or dissimilar we are on the surface.

I started with the antithesis of myself. I didn’t want to like her lmao, I didn’t want to get attached. she had all the traits that I hated about myself, but as I grew to love her I grew to accept those parts about myself as well. now, I consciously give bits of myself to each character I play, just