Chrysalis loves night sky
@chrysalys.bsky.social
I don't know what I'm doing here--
18 y.o. nonbinary they/them
Artist, nerd, autistic weirdo
English is not my first language sorry
(profile pic art credits: it's Phobs' art, you can find him on Tumblr)
18 y.o. nonbinary they/them
Artist, nerd, autistic weirdo
English is not my first language sorry
(profile pic art credits: it's Phobs' art, you can find him on Tumblr)
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ME: I get wiped out anytime I try to move
THEM: Have you tried moving more?
THEM: Have you tried moving more?
April 21, 2025 at 11:38 AM
ME: I get wiped out anytime I try to move
THEM: Have you tried moving more?
THEM: Have you tried moving more?
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"but you don't look autistic"
thanks my personality is 80% survival mechanism
thanks my personality is 80% survival mechanism
April 9, 2025 at 3:08 AM
"but you don't look autistic"
thanks my personality is 80% survival mechanism
thanks my personality is 80% survival mechanism
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chronic illness is just a series of WTF moments separated by snacks.
February 24, 2025 at 10:00 PM
chronic illness is just a series of WTF moments separated by snacks.
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My humor is like a good health day,
You wouldn’t get it.
You wouldn’t get it.
April 9, 2025 at 7:18 PM
My humor is like a good health day,
You wouldn’t get it.
You wouldn’t get it.
Going home late I'm proud of my drawing and communication skills development I have new fidget I'm listening to perfect music and all is so like.. Unreal. Like dissociating in a good way. Like I'm in melancholic long film and nothing sad is really happening but you want to cry
Feeling very strange today. Everything is a little to much, but like... Not in a sensory overload sense. I'm tired, I'm very fucking dysphoric, I'm in pain (as usual), I have some pretty bad thoughts but at the same time ✨vibes✨
April 9, 2025 at 6:59 PM
Going home late I'm proud of my drawing and communication skills development I have new fidget I'm listening to perfect music and all is so like.. Unreal. Like dissociating in a good way. Like I'm in melancholic long film and nothing sad is really happening but you want to cry
Feeling very strange today. Everything is a little to much, but like... Not in a sensory overload sense. I'm tired, I'm very fucking dysphoric, I'm in pain (as usual), I have some pretty bad thoughts but at the same time ✨vibes✨
April 9, 2025 at 6:58 PM
Feeling very strange today. Everything is a little to much, but like... Not in a sensory overload sense. I'm tired, I'm very fucking dysphoric, I'm in pain (as usual), I have some pretty bad thoughts but at the same time ✨vibes✨
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![[text message]
1st person: are you alive
2nd person: debatable [delivered]
1st person: ...](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:dbzmdmsaz6lkhb4tv3culzme/bafkreiepcaummcx3wel3ioiyf63xcyyhj27krwmawzw6bwpol7cn7gfouy@jpeg)
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FRIEND: Do you want to hike the Appalachian trail with me?
ME: Last night I got tired from eating a carrot.
ME: Last night I got tired from eating a carrot.
April 9, 2025 at 11:07 AM
FRIEND: Do you want to hike the Appalachian trail with me?
ME: Last night I got tired from eating a carrot.
ME: Last night I got tired from eating a carrot.
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Steady - watercolour and acryla gouache on paper
April 1, 2025 at 6:02 PM
Steady - watercolour and acryla gouache on paper
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A BLATANT reminder that I will NEVER support Al or use it.
March 28, 2025 at 3:22 AM
A BLATANT reminder that I will NEVER support Al or use it.
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January 17, 2025 at 9:24 AM
Fun fact: I love this character so much that I literally have a drawing of him on my profile pic (and not only on this social network im obsessed sorry)
And he has a mentor and an advisor who can help him when he's in emotional breakdown. They have such a strong bond. I wish that I have someone like this. I don't have normal parental figure but I have daddy issues so I guess I'll continue to seek peace and support from fictional characters
Like he's literally shaking and hyperventilating because his feelings and energy are too much and he needs someone to calm him down. It's me. He's not neurotypical. He just stimming zoning out and having spontaneous bursts of emotions and energy through the whole book
November 5, 2024 at 12:23 PM
Fun fact: I love this character so much that I literally have a drawing of him on my profile pic (and not only on this social network im obsessed sorry)
And he has a mentor and an advisor who can help him when he's in emotional breakdown. They have such a strong bond. I wish that I have someone like this. I don't have normal parental figure but I have daddy issues so I guess I'll continue to seek peace and support from fictional characters
Like he's literally shaking and hyperventilating because his feelings and energy are too much and he needs someone to calm him down. It's me. He's not neurotypical. He just stimming zoning out and having spontaneous bursts of emotions and energy through the whole book
It's funny how the author just tried to write a stereotypical "weird genius", but this character just seems #neurodivergent and now I'm sitting here and screaming in my head "he's obviously stimming not making eye contact with someone who's talking to him cuz it's hard to concentrate aaaaa it's me"
November 5, 2024 at 12:14 PM
And he has a mentor and an advisor who can help him when he's in emotional breakdown. They have such a strong bond. I wish that I have someone like this. I don't have normal parental figure but I have daddy issues so I guess I'll continue to seek peace and support from fictional characters
Like he's literally shaking and hyperventilating because his feelings and energy are too much and he needs someone to calm him down. It's me. He's not neurotypical. He just stimming zoning out and having spontaneous bursts of emotions and energy through the whole book
It's funny how the author just tried to write a stereotypical "weird genius", but this character just seems #neurodivergent and now I'm sitting here and screaming in my head "he's obviously stimming not making eye contact with someone who's talking to him cuz it's hard to concentrate aaaaa it's me"
It could be very weird I think. Like the last character I associate with #neurodivergent traits is based on historical figure. Okay, he's from historical fiction, so he really is in fact just original character with a name of the real person but it still feels weird
November 5, 2024 at 12:06 PM
Like he's literally shaking and hyperventilating because his feelings and energy are too much and he needs someone to calm him down. It's me. He's not neurotypical. He just stimming zoning out and having spontaneous bursts of emotions and energy through the whole book
It's funny how the author just tried to write a stereotypical "weird genius", but this character just seems #neurodivergent and now I'm sitting here and screaming in my head "he's obviously stimming not making eye contact with someone who's talking to him cuz it's hard to concentrate aaaaa it's me"
It could be very weird I think. Like the last character I associate with #neurodivergent traits is based on historical figure. Okay, he's from historical fiction, so he really is in fact just original character with a name of the real person but it still feels weird
And like.. It's so comforting when this character has support and they can do cool impressive things and no one judges them for their "weird" behavior. I think I'm just trying to find warmth and acceptance. When I can relate to someone who has these things, I feel much better
November 5, 2024 at 12:01 PM
It's funny how the author just tried to write a stereotypical "weird genius", but this character just seems #neurodivergent and now I'm sitting here and screaming in my head "he's obviously stimming not making eye contact with someone who's talking to him cuz it's hard to concentrate aaaaa it's me"
It could be very weird I think. Like the last character I associate with #neurodivergent traits is based on historical figure. Okay, he's from historical fiction, so he really is in fact just original character with a name of the real person but it still feels weird
And like.. It's so comforting when this character has support and they can do cool impressive things and no one judges them for their "weird" behavior. I think I'm just trying to find warmth and acceptance. When I can relate to someone who has these things, I feel much better
I am neurodivergent nerd and a reader and a fan of so many weird things so I always seek for some signs of autism and/or other neurodivergent things in characters even if I know that the author didn't mean to write a neurodivergent character. Just so I can relate
#autistic #neurodiversity
#autistic #neurodiversity
November 5, 2024 at 11:52 AM
It could be very weird I think. Like the last character I associate with #neurodivergent traits is based on historical figure. Okay, he's from historical fiction, so he really is in fact just original character with a name of the real person but it still feels weird
November 5, 2024 at 11:47 AM
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People seem to think “autism isn’t a disease” means it’s never hard to be #Autistic. That’s really not the point of #Neurodiversity! The point is, we’re not broken or lesser, we have DIFFERENT challenges to overcome than non-autistics, & many of our challenges are bc the world isn’t designed for us.
November 4, 2024 at 2:51 AM
People seem to think “autism isn’t a disease” means it’s never hard to be #Autistic. That’s really not the point of #Neurodiversity! The point is, we’re not broken or lesser, we have DIFFERENT challenges to overcome than non-autistics, & many of our challenges are bc the world isn’t designed for us.
And like.. It's so comforting when this character has support and they can do cool impressive things and no one judges them for their "weird" behavior. I think I'm just trying to find warmth and acceptance. When I can relate to someone who has these things, I feel much better
I am neurodivergent nerd and a reader and a fan of so many weird things so I always seek for some signs of autism and/or other neurodivergent things in characters even if I know that the author didn't mean to write a neurodivergent character. Just so I can relate
#autistic #neurodiversity
#autistic #neurodiversity
November 5, 2024 at 11:42 AM
And like.. It's so comforting when this character has support and they can do cool impressive things and no one judges them for their "weird" behavior. I think I'm just trying to find warmth and acceptance. When I can relate to someone who has these things, I feel much better
I am neurodivergent nerd and a reader and a fan of so many weird things so I always seek for some signs of autism and/or other neurodivergent things in characters even if I know that the author didn't mean to write a neurodivergent character. Just so I can relate
#autistic #neurodiversity
#autistic #neurodiversity
November 5, 2024 at 11:37 AM
I am neurodivergent nerd and a reader and a fan of so many weird things so I always seek for some signs of autism and/or other neurodivergent things in characters even if I know that the author didn't mean to write a neurodivergent character. Just so I can relate
#autistic #neurodiversity
#autistic #neurodiversity
September 20, 2024 at 7:04 AM
September 19, 2024 at 4:07 PM