chryco4
@chryco4.bsky.social
I was too lazy to make a private twitter so I used this instead but now everybody is here so I guess it’s not so private anymore :D
One of my bottles straight up just disappeared on me within the last 15 minutes and I retraced my steps but I couldn’t find it. It must’ve slipped into the void or something idk I feel like I’m going crazy
November 19, 2025 at 6:01 PM
One of my bottles straight up just disappeared on me within the last 15 minutes and I retraced my steps but I couldn’t find it. It must’ve slipped into the void or something idk I feel like I’m going crazy
need cold reality to slap me in the face again because the delusions are trying to crawl their way back
November 19, 2025 at 3:48 PM
need cold reality to slap me in the face again because the delusions are trying to crawl their way back
it’s just always hanging over me constantly
November 16, 2025 at 6:57 AM
it’s just always hanging over me constantly
was finally gonna have my first therapy session today and it got canceled because an email with an important form that I needed to fill out was sent to my spam folder and I never saw it! And of course the cancellation email came as I was driving home from work so that was a fun surprise to see!!! 🙃
November 11, 2025 at 11:42 PM
was finally gonna have my first therapy session today and it got canceled because an email with an important form that I needed to fill out was sent to my spam folder and I never saw it! And of course the cancellation email came as I was driving home from work so that was a fun surprise to see!!! 🙃
Very difficult to wake up on the first really cold day of the season and not just lay in bed all day instead 😴
November 10, 2025 at 8:14 PM
Very difficult to wake up on the first really cold day of the season and not just lay in bed all day instead 😴
all those times and all these chances and this is where i am now
November 6, 2025 at 6:53 AM
all those times and all these chances and this is where i am now
I’m just going through the motions at this point man idk what I’m doing :(
November 5, 2025 at 11:26 PM
I’m just going through the motions at this point man idk what I’m doing :(
just a couple more delusions to pass and maybe I’ll finally be free
November 5, 2025 at 6:12 AM
just a couple more delusions to pass and maybe I’ll finally be free
damn they lied about the wizard powers
November 4, 2025 at 2:19 PM
damn they lied about the wizard powers
Oops I should NOT have tested the universe with that last post, of course on the day before my 30th birthday 🫠
November 3, 2025 at 7:55 PM
Oops I should NOT have tested the universe with that last post, of course on the day before my 30th birthday 🫠
i’m struggling so hard to stay awake right now as I drive all around town, how am I gonna stay alive 💀
November 3, 2025 at 6:37 PM
i’m struggling so hard to stay awake right now as I drive all around town, how am I gonna stay alive 💀
Had some brief moments of clarity in the car this evening and then I noticed that work is trying to dump a metric fuck ton of accounts on to me during a week where I’m out of town for 2 days, I literally told my supervisor hey we should hold up on these extra accounts just for this week too 🙃🙃🙃
November 2, 2025 at 5:09 AM
Had some brief moments of clarity in the car this evening and then I noticed that work is trying to dump a metric fuck ton of accounts on to me during a week where I’m out of town for 2 days, I literally told my supervisor hey we should hold up on these extra accounts just for this week too 🙃🙃🙃
idk what to do anymore i just wanna be happy but it’s all gone again
November 1, 2025 at 6:54 AM
idk what to do anymore i just wanna be happy but it’s all gone again
i just wanna let go and move on but my stupid fucking brain is still stuck on the same bs like throw me through a wall please
November 1, 2025 at 1:16 AM
i just wanna let go and move on but my stupid fucking brain is still stuck on the same bs like throw me through a wall please
eww eww eww i shouldn't be so invested but i also can't believe what i just saw wtf
October 30, 2025 at 12:43 AM
eww eww eww i shouldn't be so invested but i also can't believe what i just saw wtf
Sometimes it ain’t so bad
October 28, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Sometimes it ain’t so bad
still just so pathetic
October 28, 2025 at 5:09 AM
still just so pathetic
don’t think i’ll ever stop yearning for all the different lives that never were as long as this one stays as miserable as it is. i just wish i had more agency to change it but there’s so much that’s actually out of my control and idk what to do :(
October 27, 2025 at 3:24 PM
don’t think i’ll ever stop yearning for all the different lives that never were as long as this one stays as miserable as it is. i just wish i had more agency to change it but there’s so much that’s actually out of my control and idk what to do :(
10 AM on a Monday and work already making me wanna die
October 27, 2025 at 3:07 PM
10 AM on a Monday and work already making me wanna die
just hit me that it’s already been 2 months since everything became truly over and i’m still absolutely miserable anytime it crosses my mind. I really gotta stop distracting myself from the pain and just fully confront it, my work insurance being dumb with getting therapy isn’t helping either :(
October 27, 2025 at 5:14 AM
just hit me that it’s already been 2 months since everything became truly over and i’m still absolutely miserable anytime it crosses my mind. I really gotta stop distracting myself from the pain and just fully confront it, my work insurance being dumb with getting therapy isn’t helping either :(
disappointed in myself per usual but also so many others now
October 24, 2025 at 5:09 AM
disappointed in myself per usual but also so many others now
wtf is going on anymore i’m lost for words
October 22, 2025 at 7:10 PM
wtf is going on anymore i’m lost for words
part of me wished I could go like part time for work and only focus on services and not worry about the sales goals and just now I got a call from my supervisor saying they want me to do exactly that?! I’m still staying full-time but I’m just getting more accounts to service instead of cold calling.
October 21, 2025 at 6:28 PM
part of me wished I could go like part time for work and only focus on services and not worry about the sales goals and just now I got a call from my supervisor saying they want me to do exactly that?! I’m still staying full-time but I’m just getting more accounts to service instead of cold calling.
woke up miserable, so excited for the work week to start!!! (kill me now)
October 20, 2025 at 1:38 PM
woke up miserable, so excited for the work week to start!!! (kill me now)