maybe i have a skewed vision of what friends are but i dont think friends constantly tell me how theres something wrong about me or never let me speak. i hate how this is my only outlet to speak truly as every other place i have to deal with someone bitching about me to. im treated like shit.

The fact that i havent just turned into some bitter spiteful man at the world right now is a fucking shocked. I don't get treated well by any friend group. they all make me feel like i'm not enough, thanks mom and dad you've really done a great job this time.

I have to be something im not for people to ever want to be around me. I've done everything i can to seek for respect and approval for everyone and yet i never get a "taegen youre doing great" or "taegen youre really a team player" its always something with me.

I should just stop going out there and putting myself out there. no one ever reaches out. no one ever treats me like im special. its always "taegen youre really easy to make fun of" or "taegen youre not that funny" or "taegen youre horrible at social cues"

I truly feel like no one finds me special enough and all i am is just some shitty fucking wheel to every group. I never feel natural, i only feel forced in every place i am in and i just wanna curl up and never be around them because im just a fucking pathetic loser

If the bears win he also has to answer my cleopatra question

Making me sad

Now that we're in the apathy part of the season I just wanted to bring this back for next week's showdown.

More then reasonable

Simp