i know. but i will not share.

but the latest hottest 90 dollar deluxe edition triple a game is what speaks to me. it makes me feel whole to spend a large percent of my paycheck on one, waiting hours for it to download, then compile. without it i am nothing. the only thing better is a new console. or GPU.

it's even tastefully misaligned a bit

basically, i think the ideal is when a game makes you feel either:

- competent but deeply humbled

- incompetent but deeply fascinated

this stuff is somehow particularly nightmarish lmfao