Thank you so much for sharing!

I’m 2 magnesium and one movie deep. I’m surely not more cognizant than him at this point.

He’s settling down. I ask him if he’s okay and realize he’s already back in REM. Will he remember this in the morning? No clue.

“my phone is dead.”
I check his charger. Tell him it’s plugged in. He tells me he unplugged it and couldn’t see the time, so he thought he had to go to work.
I am, at the same time, absolutely spooked. This man never wakes up.

Hag in the bestest of terms. But my solutions for things now almost always include dirt.

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Also eggshells do great. Blessed water sans salt. Three crystals.

This is the reason the saying “and salt the earth behind you” exists when you’re leaving something bad! (that’s how I learned it)

No one knows what comes tomorrow, but I promise we need you. We need you alive. We need you to breathe.

The time for action will present itself to you, and you will act. But you need to titrate what is coming in. To let what is happening take up all of your time and energy is to let him win. It is what he wants. Get off your phone. Kiss your friends. Hold hands with them. Read a new book. Just breathe

I am so privileged to have two amazing folks who are willing to tell me when they have no idea what happens next, they can’t tell me what to do, but just breathe. Not everyone has that right now, so I will be that for you. Right now your job is to survive. It is to breathe.

She says just go one day at a time. You can’t help everyone. You can’t save everyone. Just find one thing to fix today. She tells me to get off the internet, to find new spaces to exist in, and I can hear my dad in the background adding to what she’s telling me as I just cry and break down.