kris mary 🧿🍉
@chaoticcarebear.bsky.social
37 • she/her • pansexual, poly disaster 🏳️🌈 • trying to find hope in the struggle
📍BC, Canada
📍BC, Canada
I haven't dated since summer 2024. I've felt very lonely, but the fear I have of being perceived is louder so I just keep to myself. I miss feeling held, though. One day...
November 2, 2025 at 7:43 PM
I haven't dated since summer 2024. I've felt very lonely, but the fear I have of being perceived is louder so I just keep to myself. I miss feeling held, though. One day...
I hate dreaming about exes. I wish I could prevent it from happening. Waking up all hungover like, feeling heartbreak all over again when they're someone you haven't seen in maybe 2 years is shit. Gotta shake it off now, blegh!
November 2, 2025 at 6:38 PM
I hate dreaming about exes. I wish I could prevent it from happening. Waking up all hungover like, feeling heartbreak all over again when they're someone you haven't seen in maybe 2 years is shit. Gotta shake it off now, blegh!
Grumpy about another one of my favorite bands announcing a tour with only two Canadian dates. Again.
a little girl in a white dress is holding a can of slash soda .
ALT: a little girl in a white dress is holding a can of slash soda .
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October 28, 2025 at 9:24 PM
Grumpy about another one of my favorite bands announcing a tour with only two Canadian dates. Again.
It's been a horrible day for me, sadly. I made two big vulnerable trauma dump posts on FB, one asking for help. I've cried the majority of the day. It's just not my day. I'm very ready for it to be over.
October 20, 2025 at 9:30 PM
It's been a horrible day for me, sadly. I made two big vulnerable trauma dump posts on FB, one asking for help. I've cried the majority of the day. It's just not my day. I'm very ready for it to be over.
Very overwhelmed with the cost of living, rn.
October 19, 2025 at 4:24 PM
Very overwhelmed with the cost of living, rn.
Organizing literally anything with the fam lately has been ridiculous. I'll ask my husband to see if they all want to make plans together. So he'll ask them & they'll just respond with 'idk what we're doing yet!' Okay, well that's why we're calling. If you don't know, let's maybe make a plan!!!
October 18, 2025 at 7:20 PM
Organizing literally anything with the fam lately has been ridiculous. I'll ask my husband to see if they all want to make plans together. So he'll ask them & they'll just respond with 'idk what we're doing yet!' Okay, well that's why we're calling. If you don't know, let's maybe make a plan!!!
I emailed my therapist on Thursday about plans we've made (back in July) to help me clean/purge my home, wanting to set these plans more in stone, get it actually going. He usually has a 24hr response policy, but hasn't responded yet. Ofc. My anxiety is going off about there not being followed thru.
October 18, 2025 at 5:00 PM
I emailed my therapist on Thursday about plans we've made (back in July) to help me clean/purge my home, wanting to set these plans more in stone, get it actually going. He usually has a 24hr response policy, but hasn't responded yet. Ofc. My anxiety is going off about there not being followed thru.
My local dispensary is down to their very last single pre rolls right now with the Canada Post strike still going on. I'm all out and need to prioritize money for other, more important things. So this means I'll be trying to go cold turkey for a bit. Wish me luck!! 😬🤞🏻🤞🏻
October 18, 2025 at 4:44 PM
My local dispensary is down to their very last single pre rolls right now with the Canada Post strike still going on. I'm all out and need to prioritize money for other, more important things. So this means I'll be trying to go cold turkey for a bit. Wish me luck!! 😬🤞🏻🤞🏻
My oldest has a bully & today that bully called him the f-slur. So, now my niceness has run out. Time to be Mama Bear and Duke it out with the principal about why this keeps happening.
Thats Me Leslie Knope GIF
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October 17, 2025 at 11:04 PM
My oldest has a bully & today that bully called him the f-slur. So, now my niceness has run out. Time to be Mama Bear and Duke it out with the principal about why this keeps happening.
Halloween costumes are.... expensive AF! Yikes!!!! Walking through Spirit Halloween with the kids like this:
a woman in a pink shirt and white collar is screaming with her mouth wide open .
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October 17, 2025 at 11:01 PM
Halloween costumes are.... expensive AF! Yikes!!!! Walking through Spirit Halloween with the kids like this:
Someone I've chatted with a few times in the past messaged me on Fetlife today saying it's good to see me back & they wish I'd upload new photos.
I didn't know I was back? Ohhh, because I accidentally liked a picture a few weeks ago when peeking at the place? Lol, okay!!!
I didn't know I was back? Ohhh, because I accidentally liked a picture a few weeks ago when peeking at the place? Lol, okay!!!
October 17, 2025 at 3:55 PM
Someone I've chatted with a few times in the past messaged me on Fetlife today saying it's good to see me back & they wish I'd upload new photos.
I didn't know I was back? Ohhh, because I accidentally liked a picture a few weeks ago when peeking at the place? Lol, okay!!!
I didn't know I was back? Ohhh, because I accidentally liked a picture a few weeks ago when peeking at the place? Lol, okay!!!
Watching Twilight with a 10 and 7 year old was actually amazing. It was a hilarious time!
This was their biggest LMAO moment! 🤣😅
This was their biggest LMAO moment! 🤣😅
a man and a woman are hugging with the words " you better hold on tight spider monkey "
ALT: a man and a woman are hugging with the words " you better hold on tight spider monkey "
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October 11, 2025 at 5:52 AM
Watching Twilight with a 10 and 7 year old was actually amazing. It was a hilarious time!
This was their biggest LMAO moment! 🤣😅
This was their biggest LMAO moment! 🤣😅
Gimme a Halloween themed karaoke night with the Queen of the Damned OST accessible to sing-along to!!! 🖤
a man singing into a microphone with a very serious look on his face
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October 10, 2025 at 4:48 AM
Gimme a Halloween themed karaoke night with the Queen of the Damned OST accessible to sing-along to!!! 🖤
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Hayley Williams performs 'True Believer' at Fallon Tonight!
OMG, I'M SO PROUD OF HER😭✨️🛐🙌🏽
OMG, I'M SO PROUD OF HER😭✨️🛐🙌🏽
October 9, 2025 at 4:43 AM
Hayley Williams performs 'True Believer' at Fallon Tonight!
OMG, I'M SO PROUD OF HER😭✨️🛐🙌🏽
OMG, I'M SO PROUD OF HER😭✨️🛐🙌🏽
I've been greatly enjoying watching the Treehouse of Horror episodes of The Simpsons with the fam, this week.
a cartoon character with a very long black hair and a green face
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October 10, 2025 at 12:56 AM
I've been greatly enjoying watching the Treehouse of Horror episodes of The Simpsons with the fam, this week.
Sweater weather seems to be here! 🙌🏻
October 10, 2025 at 12:08 AM
Sweater weather seems to be here! 🙌🏻
Money's tight (it always is), but I deserve to pat myself on the back a bit for not grabbing any new Samhain decorations during my quick dollar store trip before getting the kids. Phew! It was close!
October 9, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Money's tight (it always is), but I deserve to pat myself on the back a bit for not grabbing any new Samhain decorations during my quick dollar store trip before getting the kids. Phew! It was close!
I can't tell if FB is dying as a social media hub or if I just don't have friends anymore & that has been fucking with my head for a few years now.
October 9, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I can't tell if FB is dying as a social media hub or if I just don't have friends anymore & that has been fucking with my head for a few years now.
Also, my youngest has now gone through 3 water bottles this school year. Guess I have to stop just buying dollar store ones and invest in something more durable for this wild child. Oof!
October 6, 2025 at 10:48 PM
Also, my youngest has now gone through 3 water bottles this school year. Guess I have to stop just buying dollar store ones and invest in something more durable for this wild child. Oof!
I'm aware that after school, all kids have this burst of energy & have to let everything they've been holding back all day out, but whatever my oldest does when he's done school is more than that. He acts like a Mogwai you spilled water on. He vibrates with irritation & screeches like a dinosaur.
October 6, 2025 at 10:45 PM
I'm aware that after school, all kids have this burst of energy & have to let everything they've been holding back all day out, but whatever my oldest does when he's done school is more than that. He acts like a Mogwai you spilled water on. He vibrates with irritation & screeches like a dinosaur.
My biggest pet peeve with a lot of the introductory witchcraft books I've been reading is how they keep putting protection spells at the *very end* of the book as if they aren't the most important before doing any other kind of spellwork and magic. So wild!!
October 6, 2025 at 9:22 PM
My biggest pet peeve with a lot of the introductory witchcraft books I've been reading is how they keep putting protection spells at the *very end* of the book as if they aren't the most important before doing any other kind of spellwork and magic. So wild!!
Listening to Brat again because it's still just that amazing. I think it says something very interesting abt TSwift to interpret a song abt Charli feeling insecure & not good enough around someone as a straight up diss track. Girly, we are not listening to the same song here. You were not attacked.
October 6, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Listening to Brat again because it's still just that amazing. I think it says something very interesting abt TSwift to interpret a song abt Charli feeling insecure & not good enough around someone as a straight up diss track. Girly, we are not listening to the same song here. You were not attacked.
The only downside to Canada Post being on strike is that my local dispensary is getting very low on stock.
October 6, 2025 at 8:22 PM
The only downside to Canada Post being on strike is that my local dispensary is getting very low on stock.
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I keep forgetting the government is shut down bc Trump admin is so focused on sending troops to US cities
October 6, 2025 at 5:34 PM
I keep forgetting the government is shut down bc Trump admin is so focused on sending troops to US cities
We need more Rupert Giles' in our local libraries. Just because I want to be able to easily access niche occult materials more regularly!
October 6, 2025 at 3:33 PM
We need more Rupert Giles' in our local libraries. Just because I want to be able to easily access niche occult materials more regularly!