anyways, here's your reminder that gender can be fluid, it can be a solid, and sometimes it can be a gas (/j)

all jokes aside, if you identify as genderfluid but your gender isn't fluid often (doesn't change for long periods at a time) that's valid af, even if it confuses your own brain

and then i get a period of *don't even look at your dresses, why are all my shirts so feminine, why do chests exist, why are they calling me a girl* and i go "oh yeahhhhh"

and then it's gone in like a month and i'm floating in the void of "uhhhhh" or hanging onto the cliff of girl/fem by a root

do it

...and then the trauma kicks in and i have to work to remind myself that i'm not being lazy, i'm disabled and trying my best akdnanak

that's great!!!

Thank you 🫶🏻 I'm learning ways to manage but it's requiring relearning a lot and, of course, i'm still learning my limits

it makes me so damn proud of those with a #chronicillness who made it through school while having symptoms 💚 gonna keep pushing but gods it shouldn't be this hard 💔

not a fan but i would like to have my degree thank you
#collegestudent #flareups #struggling

always be waiting for the next flare up, still go to constant doctor appointments, try and keep my health at least SOMEWHAT stable, continue to somehow manage my mental health, and all without being able to get proper accommodations cause i'm not diagnosed.

AND THE FINANCES. AHHH (2/3)

it's been very troubling to see self-professed liberals gloating over disenfranchised communities having services stripped from them bc they had the misfortune of living in a red state, even if they are literal children. imagine thinking children don't deserve to eat.

doing college really makes me recognize that i DO have disabilities and they DO disable me... still working on accepting it but we'll get there 🫡

ofc it doesn't really help that i rarely had bad days before mid-2023 :/