Angel ✨
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ch1b1w1ngs.bsky.social
Angel ✨
@ch1b1w1ngs.bsky.social
Art account: @toyboxxx.pet

✨ it/she
✨ plural/DID
✨ not human
✨ dark themes

🔞 no minors
I fucking hate social media tbh
I’m only here bc it would be nice to make a living and possibly crawl my way out of this god awful hole im stuck in bc I don’t make money but the world is against me on that and I’m just so so so so tired
December 25, 2025 at 12:00 AM
I’m just so exhausted, man. I’m really not over my back to back falling out of people I thought were becoming my friends. I cared about these ppl, I wanted them in my life long term, I put a lot of energy into them, and they both decided I was perfectly okay to cut out abruptly for different reasons
December 24, 2025 at 9:08 PM
I have this unnatural reaction to finding out someone in my general circle is pregnant. Even if I only tangentially know them. I feel like the way you feel when you find out someone you know has a terminal illness and they only have so long to live.
December 20, 2025 at 10:57 PM
I’m so depressed. The big presents I got for my partners are just not going to be here in time. I ordered them 12 days ago and they still haven’t even shipped…
December 19, 2025 at 3:34 AM
So Niku is age regressor side of us. But we gotta make us a sona for the more nefarious stuff cause Niku is just entirely little brained and not for that kind of thing.
December 15, 2025 at 4:46 PM
Niku really misses being padded but not only is it expensive, we also don’t really have anyone in our life who gets it so it would make us feel awkward and we do hate that
December 15, 2025 at 5:37 AM
Purged my following on my main again. Idk man. I’m tired. I don’t have energy to waste anymore.
December 15, 2025 at 1:30 AM
i'm feeling kind of sick of everything tbh
December 15, 2025 at 12:44 AM
We’re never gonna get that god damn four stack for XIV are we lmfao
December 14, 2025 at 2:41 AM
I think I’m realizing there’s a certain type of person that I fucking despise and I think that I need to work on recognizing when someone is that kind of person so I can run the fuck away from them before they have the chance to ruin me more
December 14, 2025 at 2:31 AM
if your friend asking you to make time to hang out with them "stresses you out" then you don't deserve friends. Go fuck yourself.
December 13, 2025 at 11:48 PM
I wish I could just sleep all day cause then I wouldn’t have to deal with the feeling of being hungry
December 10, 2025 at 1:17 AM
I just wish I could be one of those people who don’t eat and still function but if I try not eating I feel like I’m dying, I can’t think even a little bit and I can hardly move

I know this shit isn’t right but I just hate myself so much and I can’t fix it rn or really at all
December 9, 2025 at 10:02 PM
I’m just feeling horrifically dysphoric lately in a way that literally nothing I can do to my body couod possibly fix and it’s overwhelming me a lot
December 9, 2025 at 9:58 PM
I’ve been seeing a good amount of other people express this exact type of thought lately so at least I know I’m not alone in this. It’s just such a depressing state for me to be in and I guess it’s made me give up on myself
The best way I can describe it is feeling like I’m mtf and like that would be the happiest I could be
But I don’t have that and I’m just stuck with a body that I hate and will probably always hate no matter what
December 9, 2025 at 4:48 PM
I’d love to feel like I can just be transmasc and be happy but I will never be the type of trans masc that I would want to be and so I just don’t think I’ll ever be happy with myself tbh
December 9, 2025 at 6:31 AM
Attempting friendships is tiresome. I require a friend to care as much about the relationship as I do, which is, apparently, an impossible feat. I need to feel like some kind of priority. As minimal as being the one to reach out to me. If someone never reaches out to me, I will assume that-
December 4, 2025 at 8:02 PM
grrrr angry angry i wish i was made of money and could afford to commission everyone and help everyone it's so fucking hard to watch
December 3, 2025 at 10:49 PM
It always goes like this and it never feels any less awful. I really should give up.
December 2, 2025 at 8:35 PM
Oh no I cannot be Going Through It at 6am
November 26, 2025 at 1:16 PM
falls on my face and cries my alters wanna draw so bad and i wanna let them but they also wanna do a million other things and i wanna get this comm done and i wanna make some cute Xmas ychs and having just one set of hands is so inconvenient
November 25, 2025 at 10:03 PM
Sobs im so close to finishing this comm and also I drew a cute second thing that I was eager towards work on and then period hit me like truck and I just have to cope my way through the day today instead of drawing ;w;
November 22, 2025 at 9:13 PM
I need to be fucked so bad
it’s not fair I’m in heat ffs
November 19, 2025 at 12:28 AM
Some of us feel the need to cultivate a “vibe” on social media and some of us just repost why we like. I (Avalon) just repost what I like, which makes the stuff I what all over the place lol. Onyx LOVES cultivating a vibe tho. I think he should make a tumblr
November 18, 2025 at 5:03 PM
Lately I always make the wrong decision. If it’s “red or blue” I pick red and the correct decision was blue. I’m doing my Best but more and more I feel like that is just not good enough
November 15, 2025 at 7:06 PM