One character in every LA book should have a distant relative who calls when they hear on the news about a wildfire in Thousand Oaks and want to make sure you're safe in Pomona.

especially when I have done a lot of work on myself to be a better friend and be more docile and have better behavior, I’m at the point where if I crash out on you, you probably deserved it

idk I also hate to that to the friend group I lost I’m just unhinged and a crash out and a bad friend for standing up for myself, it’s like confirmed what they already thought of me, I hate people thinking all I am is a crash out and bad friend cont.

idk when my bus drives past the motel one of the incidents happened back sometimes I feel really out of my head and other times I feel really angry and upset. I feel it so much in my body that my head questions if those “friends” were right about it.

it makes me feel like being SA’d was my fault or like I wanted it somehow. I just don’t get how people I’ve known for 7+ years could be so apathetic to me going through something like this.

Take one look at me and guess if im going to tell you you are straight

Is the ma’am in the room with us????