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improving is my hobby | protons: she/they 🏳️‍⚧️ | RL player for UNR Blue | 🩷💛💙
Just got a huge raise at work today I feel like I'm on top of the world now
November 17, 2025 at 8:48 PM
All this negative self talk but still wanting to be good I gotta lock tf in
November 13, 2025 at 11:13 PM
Reposted by death
November 13, 2025 at 5:41 PM
Selfhosting means having your power go out randomly at 7pm and it come back and jumpscare you awake at 11pm due to all your networking gear and servers powering on
November 11, 2025 at 1:52 AM
I love having this monstrosity on my desk
November 10, 2025 at 9:30 PM
I wonder how silly I sound to people when I talk about wanting to go pro or becoming one of the best players in a game I play, I feel like I'm such an odd one out having a real actual goal like this for the age I'm at where others have already given up on the dream or probably think its childish
October 29, 2025 at 9:52 PM
Me battling in my mind trying to justify spending $220+ on a new pad even though I haven't tried improving at any fighting games for the past like 4 months and been playing rocket league non stop
October 29, 2025 at 5:22 AM
The want to be good at two vastly different video game genres that ask for two completely different skill sets and equally large amounts of time
October 28, 2025 at 7:30 AM
Another 8tb added to the gravestone
October 19, 2025 at 8:56 PM
:3 :3 :3
September 23, 2025 at 1:27 AM
Today is a good day :)
September 22, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Had a bad feeling last night, walk in and they cancelled my appointment due to the doctor not being in, I think I'm going to crash out
cdef.gay death @cdef.gay · Sep 6
Anyways we are so back hrt on September 19th :3
September 19, 2025 at 4:01 PM
Called them again the other day asking if I could join a wait list for cancelled appointments, but turns out they had an opening in 2 weeks that the person who schedule me in November likely ignored .-.
cdef.gay death @cdef.gay · Sep 3
Crashing out they just rescheduled my hrt appointment that was this friday to November 5th because they "scheduled it wrong" wtf
September 6, 2025 at 9:31 PM
Crashing out they just rescheduled my hrt appointment that was this friday to November 5th because they "scheduled it wrong" wtf
September 3, 2025 at 11:43 PM
SILKSONG TOMORROW !!!!!
September 3, 2025 at 2:31 PM
So I went to microcenter
August 30, 2025 at 8:46 PM
3 different cards from 3 different vendors with 3 different drivers connected to 3 different displays
August 15, 2025 at 12:21 AM
We just be doing shit at the student IT job
August 14, 2025 at 6:43 PM
Ok I think its time to actually put something on the cdef.gay domain so it actually goes to something
August 12, 2025 at 12:32 AM
I am burning money but I can't stop its too cool and fun
August 12, 2025 at 12:26 AM
I love working IT because I get to find things like a synology nas called little nas x
August 8, 2025 at 6:40 PM
They did surgery on a network card
August 6, 2025 at 2:12 PM
Plans are coming together...
July 31, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Status update: I am now deeper into the self hosting hole, I've created a jellyfin and got an Intel arc card (thanks to a friend) for transcoding, I also was given 4tb of storage so I got a decent sized zfs raid array before I need to upgrade lol
cdef.gay death @cdef.gay · Dec 2
Server pc is finally put together and working as well :3 it's a bit scuffed but planning to upgrade and fix it up some more in the future
July 30, 2025 at 7:50 PM
Me having a game changing discovery last night being that if I play like I'm better than everyone I will play better especially when I am better than people (confidence does wonders to the human mind)
July 21, 2025 at 2:48 PM