Like i really really can’t fucking do anything right and i wish i could be like oh well atleast i tried my best but it’s a fucking lie i can’t keep any of my fucking promises and i fucking hate myself for it just kinda screaming into the voids rn sorry

Like i don’t think ive ever been closer to shutting down all my accounts and just disappearing i feel so out of place everywhere now

Just constant threat of everything ever, agoraphobia worsening, meds getting less effective my social ability is draining quickly i just wanna be a hermit

I should have never been on the internet at all honestly, i should have stayed a nobody so that i could just drift off into the distance with nobody knowing or being hurt