Weh doing a whole lot of apologising recently i wish i could like actually manage everything

Wish i was a better person a

Maybe i stay here

Kinda just not doing very good lately, I’ve made new friends and have been spending time with old friends and I’m usually okay or like just happy but something seems to always just knock me back down and I’m tired and exhausted of the constant yoyoing of my moods because of it.

In hell in hell In hell In hell

Suffering bad, anxiety of waiting to know if the past 4 years are finally behind me is crushing my spirit something fierce

Need cigarettes no money for cigarettes I’m in hell weh

I will power thru tho i might have a vape somewhere

Struggling to keep myself happy, everything just feels so crushing and hard and I try and keep myself chipper and happy but it’s just too much now

Vent account:

Will be sad and screeching into the void at points

Hopefully some positive news meant for a smaller group as well

If you think you know who i am and you’ve found this without me sending it no you don’t.