doodle. write poems you never show anyone. make banana bread. take pictures of birds. grow a plant. the goal isn’t to build job skills or “become a creative” it’s to just fool around and experience yourself and the world around you

listen to decadent stress chamber! good album

probably not? i think people will just have to live with not listening to it all

then i imagine ‘analyzing’ as putting colored fluids in tubes and looking at them against the light