n-san
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> ───〃𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐎. . . `N-SAN` .ᐟ 💭
`BASICS` 22, they/them, gneutral terms ꒰ 🇨🇱 🇮🇹 ꒱
`ABOUT`
◜ likes: smoking, drinking, listening to music
⋮ dislikes: drinking glasses
◟ hobbies: drawing, gaming
`MISC
◜ ask to dm, use tone tags, nicknames okay, STAY AWAY FETISHIZERS.
◟ ❤️ ⸝⸝ cat-scratches.straw.page ｡
`BASICS` 22, they/them, gneutral terms ꒰ 🇨🇱 🇮🇹 ꒱
`ABOUT`
◜ likes: smoking, drinking, listening to music
⋮ dislikes: drinking glasses
◟ hobbies: drawing, gaming
`MISC
◜ ask to dm, use tone tags, nicknames okay, STAY AWAY FETISHIZERS.
◟ ❤️ ⸝⸝ cat-scratches.straw.page ｡
This account is run by a beautiful person.
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December 22, 2025 at 2:39 PM
This account is run by a beautiful person.
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agh i wanna cvt i wanna cvt i wanna do it so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
December 16, 2025 at 2:24 PM
agh i wanna cvt i wanna cvt i wanna do it so baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad
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Reposted by n-san
hard to fully articulate how much this image has changed the way my partner and i talk about food
December 21, 2025 at 9:16 PM
hard to fully articulate how much this image has changed the way my partner and i talk about food
.｡*･ﾟﾟ In the end, I'm left all alone with my own thoughts. .｡*･ﾟﾟ
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landmineposting #jiraikei #jirai
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landmineposting #jiraikei #jirai
December 19, 2025 at 12:22 PM
.｡*･ﾟﾟ In the end, I'm left all alone with my own thoughts. .｡*･ﾟﾟ
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landmineposting #jiraikei #jirai
#jiraisky #jiraiposting #landmineposting #jiraikei #jirai
without downloading new pics,describe your gender in one image
December 19, 2025 at 12:19 PM
without downloading new pics,describe your gender in one image
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ohhhh this is a plush based doll instead of a usual b/jd but this is still so me... me... very very gender
December 12, 2025 at 6:30 PM
ohhhh this is a plush based doll instead of a usual b/jd but this is still so me... me... very very gender
actually, you know what, i might try to open up again, for now i'll relax and embrace the fact i'm not meant to be open with anyone else except a few.
December 18, 2025 at 10:18 PM
actually, you know what, i might try to open up again, for now i'll relax and embrace the fact i'm not meant to be open with anyone else except a few.
i wanted a space where i felt open about my emotions but now im genuinely scared of who will see those emotions, not because i think highly of them or anything but because i think i am not seen as a good person at all, yes i am allowed to feel that way. it's just how it is. recovery is hard.
December 18, 2025 at 10:13 PM
i wanted a space where i felt open about my emotions but now im genuinely scared of who will see those emotions, not because i think highly of them or anything but because i think i am not seen as a good person at all, yes i am allowed to feel that way. it's just how it is. recovery is hard.
and i don't want those comments like "noo plz" i'm not looking for those, i genuinely am considering it because i've closed off so much my emotions have become a literal private matter for me and my system only
December 18, 2025 at 10:10 PM
and i don't want those comments like "noo plz" i'm not looking for those, i genuinely am considering it because i've closed off so much my emotions have become a literal private matter for me and my system only
i'm thinking of deactivating, tbf
December 18, 2025 at 10:09 PM
i'm thinking of deactivating, tbf
i still wanna kill myself ♡
December 18, 2025 at 10:07 PM
i still wanna kill myself ♡
>_< i wanna kill myself ♡
December 18, 2025 at 9:41 AM
>_< i wanna kill myself ♡
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woo yea oh yea woo yea oh yea
December 10, 2025 at 10:49 PM
woo yea oh yea woo yea oh yea
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machine girl lyrics speak to me...
December 15, 2025 at 12:33 AM
machine girl lyrics speak to me...
I JUST WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND AND YOU KEEP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I AM A MONSTER WHO DOESN'T DESERVE ANYTHING BUT LONELINESS. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE, AM I THAT BAD AM I THAT UNLOVABLE?
December 15, 2025 at 2:06 AM
I JUST WANTED TO BE YOUR FRIEND AND YOU KEEP MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I AM A MONSTER WHO DOESN'T DESERVE ANYTHING BUT LONELINESS. I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE, AM I THAT BAD AM I THAT UNLOVABLE?
I HATE IT, I HATE HOW YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTSND ME I HATE BEING MISUNDERSTOOD I AM NOT A BAD PERSON I AM NOT SOMEONE EVIL I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED
December 15, 2025 at 2:05 AM
I HATE IT, I HATE HOW YOU GUYS DONT UNDERSTSND ME I HATE BEING MISUNDERSTOOD I AM NOT A BAD PERSON I AM NOT SOMEONE EVIL I JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE IF SOMEONE SIDE EYES ME FOR THIS, IM TIRED, THIS IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE
December 15, 2025 at 2:05 AM
I DON'T CARE ANYMORE IF SOMEONE SIDE EYES ME FOR THIS, IM TIRED, THIS IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE
I'M SO TIRED OF BEING FUCKING ABANDONED, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, I WILL RIP EVERYONE IN HERE TO SHREDS SO THERE'S NO ONE ELSE LEFT TO MISS
December 15, 2025 at 2:04 AM
I'M SO TIRED OF BEING FUCKING ABANDONED, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, I WILL RIP EVERYONE IN HERE TO SHREDS SO THERE'S NO ONE ELSE LEFT TO MISS
°:. *₊ ° . | 15/12
if i am dumb then i forgor that i miss you after you've hurt me! :D if i don't think then nothing matters! i am such a little doll~♡ am cute and petite!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
if i am dumb then i forgor that i miss you after you've hurt me! :D if i don't think then nothing matters! i am such a little doll~♡ am cute and petite!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
December 15, 2025 at 2:02 AM
°:. *₊ ° . | 15/12
if i am dumb then i forgor that i miss you after you've hurt me! :D if i don't think then nothing matters! i am such a little doll~♡ am cute and petite!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
if i am dumb then i forgor that i miss you after you've hurt me! :D if i don't think then nothing matters! i am such a little doll~♡ am cute and petite!
#n-san_posts #jiraisky #jiraiposting
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/12
omg i am so fuckjng headoverhweellsslskdjfjdjrjf 😔😔😔
omg i am so fuckjng headoverhweellsslskdjfjdjrjf 😔😔😔
December 11, 2025 at 10:52 PM
°:. *₊ ° . | 11/12
omg i am so fuckjng headoverhweellsslskdjfjdjrjf 😔😔😔
omg i am so fuckjng headoverhweellsslskdjfjdjrjf 😔😔😔
i'm worth it. i'm worth the effort, i'm worth the love, i'm worth it.
i have changed. i HAVE and will keep changing.
i have changed. i HAVE and will keep changing.
December 10, 2025 at 2:11 PM
i'm worth it. i'm worth the effort, i'm worth the love, i'm worth it.
i have changed. i HAVE and will keep changing.
i have changed. i HAVE and will keep changing.