I wonder where all my dreams and aspirations went. Huh cant really figure out what went wrong in my life or what mistake i made that caused me to spiral into a shut in basically

Close to him too and that made me feel like shit but i just couldnt feel...sad i guess. idk i am just rambling

ever since i was born. everytime i was with friends i would smile so wide but then when it was over i would just...go flat. idk if that makes me a depressing person to be around but thats who i am, a sad fat bloke that plays video games sometimes. i wanna change but....idk if i can XD

Is this just me or are people born with that type of shit cause if so i wish i was born special

Nah i wouldnt want to vent in your dms, i know you have alot of your own stuff happening andi dont wanna add to that so i will just post my thoughts here lol

I guess your right, but idk what i am looking for...everyone seems to have at least some idea on where to start looking but for me i am at zero

Idk...i just feel like i am the only one that doesnt really add soemthing to the group besides being the sleepy one