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I’m bug!
-22
-edsky (and edtwt @ carvedbugz)
-18+ only!
-hot mom (relapse) era
-hsw : 212lb
I made the PERFECT blueberry crumble cheesecake! Is so yummy. Fiancé is gifting one to his boss and I can’t wait to hear what they think!
February 14, 2025 at 6:33 AM
Ugh my therapists mood this morning made me feel like she hated me and the whole session felt in-genuine and of course it’s the day I bring up BPD to her..I hate this. Now I have to wait till next week to even see her again but I just want to cancel now and find another therapist
January 6, 2025 at 6:01 PM
Having to sell the shoes I was saving for my wedding is so sad :/
November 30, 2024 at 1:37 AM
My dog got attacked and we’re so fucking broke 😭 i literally can’t do this anymore. My tires went out today too and we had to get new ones so we’re looking at over 2000 dollars of debt when we’re barely scraping by with our toddler…I want to die!!
November 27, 2024 at 5:34 AM
Shrimp curry for dinner. The whole bowl is 811 and it has chickpeas, carrots, and sweet potatoes! It’s really yummy
November 26, 2024 at 3:18 AM
After doing some research…I have found out people with EDs often have higher cholesterol because of the stress of being malnourished and it COULD be from my binging but it could also be from malnourishment sooo who knows…idek anymore
Want to binge so fucking bad but apparently my cholesterol is so fucking high because of my fucking binging so what the fuck I’m gonna kill myself
November 21, 2024 at 11:16 PM
Want to binge so fucking bad but apparently my cholesterol is so fucking high because of my fucking binging so what the fuck I’m gonna kill myself
November 21, 2024 at 10:25 PM
This and I had hot chocolate earlier! Puts me at 430 cal today..going pescatarian again
November 21, 2024 at 3:34 AM
might relapse..idk..who knows 🤷🏻‍♀️
November 17, 2024 at 8:52 PM
I just want to dieeeeee I’ve been binging way to fucking much 😭
November 17, 2024 at 8:13 PM
Started my period so I’ve just been eating “normally” to prevent binging because I usually restrict but then get caught in a b/r cycle…I’m so sad because I got down to 189 and then started my period so I gained and ugh. I hate my life
November 11, 2024 at 4:37 PM
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please block me if you support trump
November 6, 2024 at 4:43 PM
I thought it wasn’t 100% until every single ballot was counted?! There’s still tons and tons of mail in ballots that need to be counted I’m sure that’ll take at least a day or two that could cause some states to flip…why is everything so quick to say he won..?
November 6, 2024 at 1:43 PM
My first pregnancy was ectopic and after giving birth I hemorrhaged and almost died..I’m so worried I won’t have access to the healthcare I need in order to stay alive if I get pregnant again…I’m so stressed I’m about to cry myself to sleep. I’ll see you guys all tomorrow ❤️‍🩹
November 6, 2024 at 6:56 AM
Thank the gods for stress, coffee, and goodwill. Took a little walk and pooped all the binge weight out lmao
November 6, 2024 at 12:53 AM
Just fucking kidding…it literally sent me into a binge seeing my cals higher that what I’m used to so 🙄 back to what I was doing and just being better at fucking restricting. This is annoying
Upping my intake a little AND no longer doing omad because my therapist brought up I’m probably binging because my body is probably trying to “make up” for restricting while doing omad so I’m gonna try eating smaller meals during the day
November 5, 2024 at 2:13 PM
Upping my intake a little AND no longer doing omad because my therapist brought up I’m probably binging because my body is probably trying to “make up” for restricting while doing omad so I’m gonna try eating smaller meals during the day
November 5, 2024 at 12:37 AM
What is everyone’s cal limit? I feel like 900 is already so high and I’m still binging or getting to urge to so often 😭
November 3, 2024 at 1:44 AM
Everytime I overeat in the slightest my fiancé knows I’m spiraling into a binge but instead of being kind he looks at me like he’s disappointed and a failure
November 1, 2024 at 5:38 AM
Not seeing the scale go down (or worse - seeing it go up) triggers binges so bad, so I think I need to take a break and start doing weekly weigh ins..I’m just so addicted to weighing and it’s part of my daily routine
October 30, 2024 at 1:46 PM
Food isn’t even good when I binge 😭 I spent all day yesterday eating and none of it was good. It was all disgusting.
October 30, 2024 at 1:14 PM
I wanna be suuuuper skinny BUT because I started at such a heavy weight I don’t think I’ll look great because of loose skin so I’m thinking I get down to where I think I’ll be happy and then maybe I just train to look like Ellie from TLOU because why not be fit rather than flabby/skinny fat
October 30, 2024 at 12:28 AM
Guys 😭 it’s so cute. It’s a little tea cup, bowl, and plate. It’s PERFECT for tiny portions and just adorable
October 29, 2024 at 9:26 PM
Incase anyone wanted to see my ramen :)
October 29, 2024 at 3:06 AM
Ramen tonight! Omad is so fun because I always feel like I appreciate food and flavors better..other than constantly being grumpy until I eat
October 28, 2024 at 9:00 PM