(I cried while telling her I was scared I was gonna lose her because other therapists have told me they can’t deal with me)

I had to switch to a disc because the way my anatomy is but I like the disc so much better!

It’s okay..financial burden just suck so much. I bought them a long time ago and have never worn them because I wanted to keep them in perfect condition for that specifically but we need the money so bad

It’s so so bad and it’s literally only gonna get worse in the next couple years I’m sure so I’m so tired 😭 I’m sorry you guys are going through it too

I really thought mine had changed after he literally witnessed me bleed out and almost die after giving birth but I guess “money and racism” is more important even tho he’s literally Hispanic with immigrant parents…I don’t get it..I think his racist friends from highschool were the issue but idk

It’s so hard since we have a child together and I rely on him financially…I was really trying back then to “not let politics affect my relationships” but like..it does and now I have no idea what to do and I can’t even talk to him about it because he just is fully brainwashed

Also binged and gained the exact same amount 😭

I want to so bad but I’m so addicted to it. Everytime I try to stop it lasts like 2 days 😭