now it hurts that it's empty. needs scaffolding.

SCRATCH THAT IT EBBS AND FLOWS

step 1: watch movie with friends

... But by this point it is really clear that behaviour I consider to be petulant, irrational, whiny, self-pitying, and contemptible are by them viewed to be expressions of peak masculinity. I genuinely can't tell what is happening here, I am really not sure where the disconnect has arisen or why.

do you have that thing where you trip constantly but you're really good at stopping a fall

ok that's pretty good

2025 is my year to squander. Hell yeah!

i got the same thing once when i was on a strange multivitamin+stressed. felt it acutely around the circumference of my head. it was like there was a liquid there i had to balance.

it's like vaping to get off smoking

i hate how that, yes, this feels/should be correct lol

i love a compromise where everybody loses