i'm very happy about everything good happening to u, it's genuinely all i've been looking forward to u having, and i'm so so fucking proud of where u are, but i'm so fucking far and so alone in that. let me be sad that those things that u have that ur happy about haven't graced me the same way

showing pride. expressing those feelings in ways that are visible to others. etc

!!!!!!!!!!!!

huiiiiii

shut uo