skyla
@busta.bsky.social
the world is a vampire.....@hearsethief on twitter.....she/it
@hearsethief.bsky.social cleaner than this one
November 27, 2024 at 10:55 AM
@hearsethief.bsky.social cleaner than this one
i feel like i'm not allowed to be sad about things just because you might be happy about them
November 27, 2023 at 8:05 PM
i feel like i'm not allowed to be sad about things just because you might be happy about them
this is what i do it for
November 11, 2023 at 9:13 AM
this is what i do it for
i feel like someone came to me and bashed my head with one of those paper towel things they have at diners. i have such awful headache. :(
November 8, 2023 at 12:45 PM
i feel like someone came to me and bashed my head with one of those paper towel things they have at diners. i have such awful headache. :(
it's so hard to not say it out loud, to not present how i feel
November 5, 2023 at 1:25 AM
it's so hard to not say it out loud, to not present how i feel
people tell me they're proud to love me not infrequently. but that's about as far as i feel like it ever goes
November 2, 2023 at 7:20 PM
people tell me they're proud to love me not infrequently. but that's about as far as i feel like it ever goes
being around people i love and still always feeling lonely
October 30, 2023 at 7:57 AM
being around people i love and still always feeling lonely
this is not sustainable
October 24, 2023 at 5:36 PM
this is not sustainable
i hope i did a good job holding it together tonight. i tried hard
October 24, 2023 at 7:57 AM
i hope i did a good job holding it together tonight. i tried hard
i'mdrunk. thinking about marryijg. that would go so hRd. we shld do it plsssssssssss!!!!.
October 24, 2023 at 3:45 AM
i'mdrunk. thinking about marryijg. that would go so hRd. we shld do it plsssssssssss!!!!.
i actually don't know the last time i've jerked off and cried at the same time does this mean i'm detransitioning now
October 20, 2023 at 2:57 PM
i actually don't know the last time i've jerked off and cried at the same time does this mean i'm detransitioning now
stop in the middle of jerking off, send her cow gif, immediately break down crying
October 20, 2023 at 2:29 PM
stop in the middle of jerking off, send her cow gif, immediately break down crying
thinking about a gun the same way a cartoon character sees a pie on the window that he knows he can't take
October 20, 2023 at 2:26 PM
thinking about a gun the same way a cartoon character sees a pie on the window that he knows he can't take
i want to be better at dealing with my own shit and not putting it on the people i love. how do i do this
October 18, 2023 at 6:03 PM
i want to be better at dealing with my own shit and not putting it on the people i love. how do i do this
im sorry i'm not strong. im sorry my weakness is visible. im sorry that seeing it hurts u.
October 18, 2023 at 6:08 AM
im sorry i'm not strong. im sorry my weakness is visible. im sorry that seeing it hurts u.
i promise i won't do it, i know i can't do that to anybody, but that doesn't change how good it sounds sometimes
October 18, 2023 at 5:56 AM
i promise i won't do it, i know i can't do that to anybody, but that doesn't change how good it sounds sometimes
my head hurts. i am bad. that's it
October 18, 2023 at 5:53 AM
my head hurts. i am bad. that's it
EVERYTHING I SAY MAKES THINGS WORSE I SAY SOMETHING AND IT ONLY ADDS TO ANXIETY EVEN AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM JUST TRYING TO HELP
October 17, 2023 at 6:00 AM
EVERYTHING I SAY MAKES THINGS WORSE I SAY SOMETHING AND IT ONLY ADDS TO ANXIETY EVEN AND ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM JUST TRYING TO HELP
just spent 3 days in someplace that i felt more community in than i've ever felt in my life. going back home now. kinda fucking me up ngl lmao
October 17, 2023 at 1:38 AM
just spent 3 days in someplace that i felt more community in than i've ever felt in my life. going back home now. kinda fucking me up ngl lmao
i feel very inadequate. i feel like any consequence i have in others lives is very centered in now, in what i am to them currently, but i feel very temporary in every sense of the word. there are few people i feel even a sense of permanence with, and even then it is shrouded with my own uncertainty
October 12, 2023 at 12:29 AM
i feel very inadequate. i feel like any consequence i have in others lives is very centered in now, in what i am to them currently, but i feel very temporary in every sense of the word. there are few people i feel even a sense of permanence with, and even then it is shrouded with my own uncertainty
working on getting better at expressing how good some ppl are to me. much to consider.
October 10, 2023 at 1:59 PM
working on getting better at expressing how good some ppl are to me. much to consider.
sending the first 2 messages and then regretting it already but being too far in to go back
October 10, 2023 at 8:10 AM
sending the first 2 messages and then regretting it already but being too far in to go back