I told him, maybe it’s not such a bad thing if I lose my chance. They’re happy, hopefully, and I am forced to get over it. We both move on. I feel like if there was interest, they would have said something and they haven’t so it’s probably best to move on anyway.

My life is tainted by the “love” (or really lack thereof) I’ve been shown am now I feel like I don’t deserve more than that. It’s hopeful to see that disproven in media but fuck it hurts so much.

THATS MY PURSE!!

Like will I lose another 70-80 lbs and look exactly like I do? That’s bonkers.

Update: he did and helped decode 😂 Dr Gordon is a real girls girl. 💅

Well! One of my party members had jumped up on the chimera and was holding the lion head back by the mane and used their bonus action to give me an extra turn and so I shot an arrow and it went through the open mouth through the head and stopped just before hitting my party member.

I FUCKING KNEW IT! I was about to give in then I heard them knock on my neighbors door 😂

So excited to see this develop!!