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Matt, you really tricked me. You really hurt me. Deeply. To be rejected like this feels so cruel and crushing. And I can’t believe someone would do something like this to me. I don’t deserve that. I dont deserve to be treated so badly
February 16, 2026 at 5:04 AM
Matt, you really tricked me. You really hurt me. Deeply. To be rejected like this feels so cruel and crushing. And I can’t believe someone would do something like this to me. I don’t deserve that. I dont deserve to be treated so badly
I wish i was t so desperate for love. I’m sure there were very clear signs I over looked. Also talking to him on Friday he said something about if I lived in nyc i would be the type of girl he would date or something like that. So then what have we been texting for 2.5 months for
February 16, 2026 at 5:01 AM
I wish i was t so desperate for love. I’m sure there were very clear signs I over looked. Also talking to him on Friday he said something about if I lived in nyc i would be the type of girl he would date or something like that. So then what have we been texting for 2.5 months for
And I feel so stupid for thinking this might go somewhere. He was reassuring me it was with words and the fact he came to see me. And planned / booked another trip to see me. So it wasn’t just talking. What did I miss
February 16, 2026 at 4:59 AM
And I feel so stupid for thinking this might go somewhere. He was reassuring me it was with words and the fact he came to see me. And planned / booked another trip to see me. So it wasn’t just talking. What did I miss
It just hurts a lot because everyday this man was calling me baby, beautiful. On Friday he told me he missed me. He wants to see me. He apologized for cancelling plans. Then Saturday he ghosted me. Hmmm girls this one hits different
February 16, 2026 at 4:57 AM
It just hurts a lot because everyday this man was calling me baby, beautiful. On Friday he told me he missed me. He wants to see me. He apologized for cancelling plans. Then Saturday he ghosted me. Hmmm girls this one hits different
Im the dummy for thinking you’re just randomly going upstate valentine weekend by yourself. And then you’re completely ghost. Okay.
February 16, 2026 at 4:55 AM
Im the dummy for thinking you’re just randomly going upstate valentine weekend by yourself. And then you’re completely ghost. Okay.
He said he would come to see me this past week and when I brought it up he said “really?” Then something about his boss being in town. Then when we talked he said he was going upstate to play pool….yea okay.
February 16, 2026 at 4:53 AM
He said he would come to see me this past week and when I brought it up he said “really?” Then something about his boss being in town. Then when we talked he said he was going upstate to play pool….yea okay.
Im thinking I said or did something. Maybe I should have wished him a happy valentine day too. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked for a gift. Idk. I just couldn’t believe he would just not text me this entire weekend
February 16, 2026 at 4:51 AM
Im thinking I said or did something. Maybe I should have wished him a happy valentine day too. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked for a gift. Idk. I just couldn’t believe he would just not text me this entire weekend
I couldn’t believe it. I felt like shit. Like discarded, disrespected, abandonad…I haven’t felt this bad in soo long. My feelings were really hurt.
February 16, 2026 at 4:50 AM
I couldn’t believe it. I felt like shit. Like discarded, disrespected, abandonad…I haven’t felt this bad in soo long. My feelings were really hurt.
I was in disbelief and had to laugh to not cry yesterday. Today i cried. Really hard. Thinking I said or did something to be treated this badly thus weekend of all weeks by a man that i have been talking to everyday for the past 2.5 months.
February 16, 2026 at 4:46 AM
I was in disbelief and had to laugh to not cry yesterday. Today i cried. Really hard. Thinking I said or did something to be treated this badly thus weekend of all weeks by a man that i have been talking to everyday for the past 2.5 months.
This time it’s a 50yr old who I have been talking to since Dec 3rd. And he gave me a new experience by ghosting me on Valentines Day🙂😝🤪
February 16, 2026 at 4:43 AM
This time it’s a 50yr old who I have been talking to since Dec 3rd. And he gave me a new experience by ghosting me on Valentines Day🙂😝🤪
And then he texts me and asks if I’m me. So he either deleted my number, never saved it, or was trying to play a mind game on me. Not texting back to figure it out
February 16, 2026 at 4:39 AM
And then he texts me and asks if I’m me. So he either deleted my number, never saved it, or was trying to play a mind game on me. Not texting back to figure it out
Hmmm. Im not responding.
December 15, 2025 at 10:45 PM
Hmmm. Im not responding.
I might see him soo, but I’m also gauging if I don’t how would I feel. Because I don’t want I cry over any of these man. I’m tired of that. And also tired of them treating me so shitty. But I keep accepting it so why wouldn’t they continue
December 15, 2025 at 1:16 AM
I might see him soo, but I’m also gauging if I don’t how would I feel. Because I don’t want I cry over any of these man. I’m tired of that. And also tired of them treating me so shitty. But I keep accepting it so why wouldn’t they continue
I also think another reason I’m loosely not freaking out is because there another guy, let’s call him Brooklyn dad. He’s divorced and way older and we’ve fucked once and things are hearing up
December 15, 2025 at 1:14 AM
I also think another reason I’m loosely not freaking out is because there another guy, let’s call him Brooklyn dad. He’s divorced and way older and we’ve fucked once and things are hearing up
Im not sad enough Bout it to cry but I am sad that things are ending. And not because I want it to. But because my insecurities made me write up a message that now I wish I could rewind back and not send
December 15, 2025 at 1:12 AM
Im not sad enough Bout it to cry but I am sad that things are ending. And not because I want it to. But because my insecurities made me write up a message that now I wish I could rewind back and not send
I just want someone who thinks of me. And cares for me. The thing is he cute so I’m letting it get away with this. But also I don’t think I’ll be with anyone who will truly care for me. So I hold on to these connections with these men who can’t even be bother to text me back or even say hello
December 15, 2025 at 1:11 AM
I just want someone who thinks of me. And cares for me. The thing is he cute so I’m letting it get away with this. But also I don’t think I’ll be with anyone who will truly care for me. So I hold on to these connections with these men who can’t even be bother to text me back or even say hello
Yea that low self esteem for you.
December 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Yea that low self esteem for you.
I’m cumming and thinking about him. Calling out his name to hold on to the connection somehow. Hoping he’s horny enough soon to text me and I’ll eagerly go because I’m desperate for any connection. Even one as one sided and disrespectful as this one. Even if it means being used.
December 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
I’m cumming and thinking about him. Calling out his name to hold on to the connection somehow. Hoping he’s horny enough soon to text me and I’ll eagerly go because I’m desperate for any connection. Even one as one sided and disrespectful as this one. Even if it means being used.
Idk I feel rejected. Like I’m not enough. Even for a causal hookup. A consistent one. Even when I do it all. Well not all but suck it real good. Sensual, freaky, open. It’s not enough. They never like me. They fuck me and even then there’s a limit to the connection
December 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Idk I feel rejected. Like I’m not enough. Even for a causal hookup. A consistent one. Even when I do it all. Well not all but suck it real good. Sensual, freaky, open. It’s not enough. They never like me. They fuck me and even then there’s a limit to the connection
Im trying to make it feel like im not hurt about it but i keep checking my phone hoping to see his name pop up. So then i decided to delete the message thread. Cause if i cant see the messages it never happens. Excepts I’m constantly thinking about it. And it’s in the back of my mind
December 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
Im trying to make it feel like im not hurt about it but i keep checking my phone hoping to see his name pop up. So then i decided to delete the message thread. Cause if i cant see the messages it never happens. Excepts I’m constantly thinking about it. And it’s in the back of my mind
And guesssss what??? It’s Sunday night and no response. I hate myself so much.
December 15, 2025 at 1:09 AM
And guesssss what??? It’s Sunday night and no response. I hate myself so much.