A lot of the stuff here comes from that plan of action actually. The rest comes from normal socializing strategy after I let my guard down and my motives shifted to mostly things like "make friends" and "have fun socializing"

Half of them claim to be feminists too fuck that shit fuck outta here. Either commit to supporting equality or stop calling yourself a feminist

I can't be normal. Why can't people just treat me like everyone else?????????? And treat everyone else like everyone else??????? Just be fair. Everyone gets equity as best as possible. You definitely don't MAKE THINGS WORSE INTENTIONALLY FOR A GROUP OF PEOPLE THAT'S ALREADY DEALING WITH SO MUCH SHIT

I think I'm going insane. Everyone is insane except for me.

Like actually what do I have to live for. I told myself my new goal in life was to have fun socializing, build genuine connections, and make the world a better place. But I hate most people. I don't want to connect with them or make their lives better

I hate 99% of people but socializing is basically the only thing I enjoy. And all my old friends disappeared and I miss them. I wanna kill myself

Holy fuck I had no idea laundromats were so expensive

Anyway thinking about this cause I'm carrying my clothes and bedsheets to the laundromat in garbage bags ✌️

Actually I just realized most of my friends in my life have been lower-middle class. Is that why? Normally you'd assume I'd gravitate towards my own social class, but maybe the frugality shifts it. I definitely wouldn't accept if someone invited me to split the cost of a ski trip or something

I'm not pretending to be poor or anything btw, I just don't see the point of spending money when I don't need to. I don't advertise that my family's rich, but I don't hide it either. People usually figure it out when I tell them they paid my 7-year tuition or something

I wore clothes with visible holes in them for at least a year, by choice. Someone once thought my mom was homeless. I had a dumphone until 18, I don't have a car, and I travel 30+ miles by city bus semi-regularly, all by choice. People have referred me to food banks. Meanwhile I have a trust fund

That's not to say I'm depressed or anything. But almost nothing goes beyond "oh nice" levels of enjoyment unless I'm with a friend

But for me, not empathizing is the default. So I'm used to supporting people despite not empathizing with them. Can't get empathy fatigue if you never empathized in the first place