i’ve liked so many people before and it only ends up with people taking advantage of that. it’s happened that way so much that i’ve started to believe that i’m impossible to love. if i were able to be loved, then i feel like somebody would have loved me by now

i appreciate the clarification!!

is the google ai wrong :(

i have had so many different jobs since 2013 when i first went on government assistance, and every time i lose it (based on how much money i’m making at the time), i’m a little disappointed but then i imagine someone in a worse situation than i have it, and i understand. it’s not that hard

i would LOVE to have SOMEBODY ELSE pay for me to exist and also pay to support my baby, and i would LOVE to spend all my time with the MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE WHO I CARE ABOUT SO MUCH WHO MAKES ME SO HAPPY

and i’ll continue to work hard as he grows to make sure he continues to have a good stable happy life with a loving supportive parent the entire way through bc i LOVE HIM SO MUCH

we didn’t have many toys growing up, and i think mom felt justified, she said a lot of “we’re suffering now for the sake of your future” and i’m like ok cool ms SAHM i’m working REALLY hard to make sure my son has a GOOD CHILDHOOD which will set him up for a good FUTURE TOO

which one

but idk we’ll see when they get older, maybe my student/kid will be less disciplined but also understand that he deserves a baseline level of respect

i’ve just learned this term cluster b personality disorders and it’s like bpd is in the same category as narcissists and sociopaths? man idk man