literally can’t tell if everyone genuinely hates me or if it’s my low self-esteem telling me incorrect things
December 11, 2025 at 2:30 AM
literally can’t tell if everyone genuinely hates me or if it’s my low self-esteem telling me incorrect things
i’ve been reading a lot of BL manga lately, and it’s been a lot of fun, but it also makes me sad. is it really true that all i have to do is show someone i really love and care about them, and then they’ll eventually return my feelings? i don’t think so
December 8, 2025 at 3:05 PM
i’ve been reading a lot of BL manga lately, and it’s been a lot of fun, but it also makes me sad. is it really true that all i have to do is show someone i really love and care about them, and then they’ll eventually return my feelings? i don’t think so
thought i was seeing things again like during my psychosis days. crazy how you can see crazy stuff when you’re under high stress and low sleep
December 7, 2025 at 3:41 PM
thought i was seeing things again like during my psychosis days. crazy how you can see crazy stuff when you’re under high stress and low sleep
ugh i’m done feeling dizzy but now i’m light-headed… still feel like i’m gonna pass out any second now, and i once again had trouble falling asleep. this sucks
December 7, 2025 at 3:13 PM
ugh i’m done feeling dizzy but now i’m light-headed… still feel like i’m gonna pass out any second now, and i once again had trouble falling asleep. this sucks
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I think about this post a lot
December 7, 2025 at 7:43 AM
I think about this post a lot
hate when people complain about making too much money to be eligible for government assistance. is it so hard to get out of your own head and realize there are other people in the world besides you
December 7, 2025 at 7:32 AM
hate when people complain about making too much money to be eligible for government assistance. is it so hard to get out of your own head and realize there are other people in the world besides you
lately i type tweets and then halfway through i just give up with a feeling of “who cares anyway” but with bluesky i feel better about just being freer with my thoughts
December 7, 2025 at 7:01 AM
lately i type tweets and then halfway through i just give up with a feeling of “who cares anyway” but with bluesky i feel better about just being freer with my thoughts
i judge SAHMs so much. oh you can AFFORD to not have a job? i didn’t have that option. oh and your husband makes enough money to support two adults and one baby? AND you guys complain the most that your child is clingy and wants to spend time with you? and all you want is time AWAY from your kid?
December 7, 2025 at 5:42 AM
i judge SAHMs so much. oh you can AFFORD to not have a job? i didn’t have that option. oh and your husband makes enough money to support two adults and one baby? AND you guys complain the most that your child is clingy and wants to spend time with you? and all you want is time AWAY from your kid?
mom used to look at daniel jr’s toys and give me this look like, “wow you can afford all these toys? privileged,” and i’m like no, i don’t have that much money, but i PRIORITIZE my son having toys
December 7, 2025 at 5:09 AM
mom used to look at daniel jr’s toys and give me this look like, “wow you can afford all these toys? privileged,” and i’m like no, i don’t have that much money, but i PRIORITIZE my son having toys
YOOOO this christmas marching band was playing some sick nasty beats in the redmond park but nobody knew how to dance to it bc they were all white !!!!
December 7, 2025 at 2:49 AM
YOOOO this christmas marching band was playing some sick nasty beats in the redmond park but nobody knew how to dance to it bc they were all white !!!!
i don’t like the way that some parents and teachers talk like, “i made them do this” “i let them do this”
like that feels totally different from “i asked them to do this” “i talked to them about this”
it’s a different level of control that the recipient has and a different level of respect?
like that feels totally different from “i asked them to do this” “i talked to them about this”
it’s a different level of control that the recipient has and a different level of respect?
December 7, 2025 at 12:53 AM
i don’t like the way that some parents and teachers talk like, “i made them do this” “i let them do this”
like that feels totally different from “i asked them to do this” “i talked to them about this”
it’s a different level of control that the recipient has and a different level of respect?
like that feels totally different from “i asked them to do this” “i talked to them about this”
it’s a different level of control that the recipient has and a different level of respect?
i feel weird bc in college 1 out off 3 medical professional teams said i had bpd, and i always thought it was just like a “oh cool there’s a word for this and there’s other people who also feel this way, now i don’t feel alone or crazy,” but the book i’m reading villainizes people with bpd?
December 7, 2025 at 12:17 AM
i feel weird bc in college 1 out off 3 medical professional teams said i had bpd, and i always thought it was just like a “oh cool there’s a word for this and there’s other people who also feel this way, now i don’t feel alone or crazy,” but the book i’m reading villainizes people with bpd?
being in a controlling relationship with a dependent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you’ll get in trouble.”
being a first time single parent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you might mess up your kid’s childhood experience”
being a first time single parent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you might mess up your kid’s childhood experience”
December 6, 2025 at 5:54 PM
being in a controlling relationship with a dependent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you’ll get in trouble.”
being a first time single parent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you might mess up your kid’s childhood experience”
being a first time single parent is constant “do everything, do it right, and always smile, or else you might mess up your kid’s childhood experience”
i have the habit of getting ready yo do something and then getting distracted and doing something else instead, and some people have said that’s an adhd thing, but for me i think that’s just a “i’m a working single parent with a toddler and no family around to help me” thing
December 6, 2025 at 5:28 PM
i have the habit of getting ready yo do something and then getting distracted and doing something else instead, and some people have said that’s an adhd thing, but for me i think that’s just a “i’m a working single parent with a toddler and no family around to help me” thing
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wahhh the sayuri… it’s the last pic of dc with daniel jr 😭
December 6, 2025 at 3:35 PM
wahhh the sayuri… it’s the last pic of dc with daniel jr 😭
i need people to understand that dc was abusing me even before his diagnosis of ALS. his disease just made everything worse
December 6, 2025 at 1:44 PM
i need people to understand that dc was abusing me even before his diagnosis of ALS. his disease just made everything worse
good news! after a whole day of feeling anxious and dizzy and nauseous and disoriented which altogether resulted in an anxiety attack, i feel better now after a few hours of sleep
December 6, 2025 at 10:50 AM
good news! after a whole day of feeling anxious and dizzy and nauseous and disoriented which altogether resulted in an anxiety attack, i feel better now after a few hours of sleep
[cw suicide] tonight i had an anxiety attack bc i had a vivid flashback to the day i tried to kill myself, and i realized that dc really just did not care about me at all. this whole time ive been going back and forth between “did he love me or not?” and i realized the answer is definitely no
December 6, 2025 at 10:00 AM
[cw suicide] tonight i had an anxiety attack bc i had a vivid flashback to the day i tried to kill myself, and i realized that dc really just did not care about me at all. this whole time ive been going back and forth between “did he love me or not?” and i realized the answer is definitely no
sometimes i wonder why my “nobody cares about what you have to say” thought is so strong, and i just realized that it’s probably bc for six years i lived with someone who told me that every time i talked
December 6, 2025 at 9:55 AM
sometimes i wonder why my “nobody cares about what you have to say” thought is so strong, and i just realized that it’s probably bc for six years i lived with someone who told me that every time i talked
i was worried that i might harbor some resentment toward my child for being half dc, but thankfully i just love love love love love him
December 6, 2025 at 9:03 AM
i was worried that i might harbor some resentment toward my child for being half dc, but thankfully i just love love love love love him
on the night that i almost killed himself, dc didn’t call 911 for me. he called 911 for himself because he needed help and i wasn’t there
and then when i came back from the hospital, he just wanted sex from me
it was insane
and then when i came back from the hospital, he just wanted sex from me
it was insane
December 6, 2025 at 6:04 AM
on the night that i almost killed himself, dc didn’t call 911 for me. he called 911 for himself because he needed help and i wasn’t there
and then when i came back from the hospital, he just wanted sex from me
it was insane
and then when i came back from the hospital, he just wanted sex from me
it was insane
[cw suicide] when the firefighters took me away to the hospital after my attempted suicide, my literal only thought was “is the baby ok? is the baby going to be ok?”
and all dc was thinking about was thinking about was who he needed to replace me
and all dc was thinking about was thinking about was who he needed to replace me
December 6, 2025 at 6:03 AM
[cw suicide] when the firefighters took me away to the hospital after my attempted suicide, my literal only thought was “is the baby ok? is the baby going to be ok?”
and all dc was thinking about was thinking about was who he needed to replace me
and all dc was thinking about was thinking about was who he needed to replace me
when my psychiatrist told me that propranolol would make me dizzy, i didn’t think that was too bad a side effect
i did not realize how awfully disorienting it is if you’re very dizzy for several hours. i feel like i’m gonna throw up
i did not realize how awfully disorienting it is if you’re very dizzy for several hours. i feel like i’m gonna throw up
4 propranolol every day is too much man i feel like i’m gonna pass out
December 6, 2025 at 5:40 AM
when my psychiatrist told me that propranolol would make me dizzy, i didn’t think that was too bad a side effect
i did not realize how awfully disorienting it is if you’re very dizzy for several hours. i feel like i’m gonna throw up
i did not realize how awfully disorienting it is if you’re very dizzy for several hours. i feel like i’m gonna throw up