And they're just still focused on growth and certs as if all the extra effort and work I've taken on doesn't mean shit. They said they're gonna consider compensation options but I'm just not optimistic. I wish the job market would stop being shit I'm so tired. Think I'm gonna go be a ball in bed.

That or it's because I don't eat fish or something who knows

When I cut it off cold turkey I was doing okay for the first few weeks, sometimes doing one soda a day but barely that, but after a while it just kept getting worse and worse. Pretty sure I just probably broke some part of me that regulates that naturally so I need supplements.

I think it will, I think this will hopefully get me feeling a bit more normal. For a few years I was drinking 1-2 energy drinks a day and by that I mean I started prior to COVID and only really fully stopped like a year ago. I think that amount of caffeine over so long just really messed with me

Yeah this will be my first "regular" medication but it's just been so bad, the fatigue and exhaustion have impacted my life so bad like just trying not to pass out at work

Also got the standard spiel I was expecting of eating better, dieting, and exercise which I know I have to do but is hard when I'm tired 24/7. But I did get weighed on the scale so my mood is doing great right now... Yeah...

The short version is that they basically changed where all of their emails were being sent to for the rest of the world and said to send them to Google when they don't have any of their mailboxes in Google rather than send mail to Microsoft, where their email was actually saved

I just got home and the only thing I have the energy for is laying down and maybe crying, still seeing where the night takes me. I just want it to be worth it but I'm at the end of my fucking rope.

In a funny note, I was so stressed that I somehow got my hair to stick up like this all day

And now the shirt. We ignore the mirror that needs cleaning, my cat likes to put his face in it too much.