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@breaths.bsky.social
⊹ ⊹ ⊹ ☁️ 25, they/them pan-ace
⊹ ⊹ ☁️ vent refugee 2015-2024 :(
⊹ ☁️ disabled & mentally ill concept of a person. and very autistic
*this is a venting account/diary!!*
⊹ ⊹ ☁️ vent refugee 2015-2024 :(
⊹ ☁️ disabled & mentally ill concept of a person. and very autistic
*this is a venting account/diary!!*
Pinned
lifts my blankey to reveal…
December 23, 2025 at 3:00 PM
lifts my blankey to reveal…
in another universe i am holding down a job that i am too scared to quit
in this universe i was never well enough to start in the first place
god i hope i can make money in the future and i hope i enjoy making it
i suppose that by growing my tiktok, im investing into my future with birds
in this universe i was never well enough to start in the first place
god i hope i can make money in the future and i hope i enjoy making it
i suppose that by growing my tiktok, im investing into my future with birds
December 23, 2025 at 9:31 AM
in another universe i am holding down a job that i am too scared to quit
in this universe i was never well enough to start in the first place
god i hope i can make money in the future and i hope i enjoy making it
i suppose that by growing my tiktok, im investing into my future with birds
in this universe i was never well enough to start in the first place
god i hope i can make money in the future and i hope i enjoy making it
i suppose that by growing my tiktok, im investing into my future with birds
waking up to not having a migraine is the most blissful thing … even if ur in tonnes of other pain…. nothing worse than a migraine
December 23, 2025 at 9:27 AM
waking up to not having a migraine is the most blissful thing … even if ur in tonnes of other pain…. nothing worse than a migraine
stop thinking
but when i stop thinking i dig myself deeper into mess by avoiding everyone and everything
but thinking is no good right now. i can’t fix anything right now. i’m trying to sleep. but i can’t stop thinking
but when i stop thinking i dig myself deeper into mess by avoiding everyone and everything
but thinking is no good right now. i can’t fix anything right now. i’m trying to sleep. but i can’t stop thinking
December 22, 2025 at 10:36 PM
stop thinking
but when i stop thinking i dig myself deeper into mess by avoiding everyone and everything
but thinking is no good right now. i can’t fix anything right now. i’m trying to sleep. but i can’t stop thinking
but when i stop thinking i dig myself deeper into mess by avoiding everyone and everything
but thinking is no good right now. i can’t fix anything right now. i’m trying to sleep. but i can’t stop thinking
will migraine sufferers ever know peace
December 22, 2025 at 9:13 PM
will migraine sufferers ever know peace
positive news i have a gender affirming hair appointment booked next month
December 22, 2025 at 9:07 PM
positive news i have a gender affirming hair appointment booked next month
dude i nearly drank something that illegally did not declare it had caffeine in it anywhere on the packaging or online wtf it took me so long to find out it has 12mg caffeine bcus of some herbal medicine they put in it made by another company
December 22, 2025 at 8:56 PM
dude i nearly drank something that illegally did not declare it had caffeine in it anywhere on the packaging or online wtf it took me so long to find out it has 12mg caffeine bcus of some herbal medicine they put in it made by another company
my parents might have an infinite list of issues that made me run away and never wanna talk to them but i always search for my mothers approval even though i know she doesn’t care abt anything i have to say
December 22, 2025 at 5:53 PM
my parents might have an infinite list of issues that made me run away and never wanna talk to them but i always search for my mothers approval even though i know she doesn’t care abt anything i have to say
i feel like in living in the past . this world is not equipped for everyone . it makes me mad like how is this legal how do we still not care enough about women’s health (for example) why are people going hungry when the shops throw out a billion tonnes of perfectly good edible food every day
December 22, 2025 at 5:48 PM
i feel like in living in the past . this world is not equipped for everyone . it makes me mad like how is this legal how do we still not care enough about women’s health (for example) why are people going hungry when the shops throw out a billion tonnes of perfectly good edible food every day
cried earlier today which means a migraine is developing i fucking love being in this body
December 22, 2025 at 5:43 PM
cried earlier today which means a migraine is developing i fucking love being in this body
i wish all those things that work for other people worked for me
December 22, 2025 at 5:37 PM
i wish all those things that work for other people worked for me
i don’t want to miserable and i really am trying
December 22, 2025 at 5:36 PM
i don’t want to miserable and i really am trying
i’m just impossible to deal with. can’t have a carer or crisis worker in my house. can’t go anywhere to stay because of my responsibilities . is there even a option for me. if i lived alone id probably end up letting the former happen . i really just want a room i can go in to disappear
December 22, 2025 at 10:01 AM
i’m just impossible to deal with. can’t have a carer or crisis worker in my house. can’t go anywhere to stay because of my responsibilities . is there even a option for me. if i lived alone id probably end up letting the former happen . i really just want a room i can go in to disappear
realised that sending me somewhere also doesn’t work because my pet rescue pigeon needs me every day and i don’t think he would be okay taking care of the pigeon
December 22, 2025 at 9:57 AM
realised that sending me somewhere also doesn’t work because my pet rescue pigeon needs me every day and i don’t think he would be okay taking care of the pigeon
i feel failed by the mental health system but i also know it would have never worked for me because it’s not designed for my ever-conflicting symptoms
December 22, 2025 at 9:48 AM
i feel failed by the mental health system but i also know it would have never worked for me because it’s not designed for my ever-conflicting symptoms
i’m in a big depression and it feels impossible to fight and nothing in this world can help it
December 22, 2025 at 9:39 AM
i’m in a big depression and it feels impossible to fight and nothing in this world can help it
always in too much pain to get up. always have to get up
December 20, 2025 at 3:44 PM
always in too much pain to get up. always have to get up
anxiously ripped my phone case apart during my appointment
December 19, 2025 at 1:57 PM
anxiously ripped my phone case apart during my appointment
mental health system does not know what the fuck to do with me
can’t get any help bcus i can’t pick up the phone
can’t get any help bcus i can’t pick up the phone
December 19, 2025 at 1:54 PM
mental health system does not know what the fuck to do with me
can’t get any help bcus i can’t pick up the phone
can’t get any help bcus i can’t pick up the phone
i can walk without pain finally !
i’m able to walk withoutmy cane
December 15, 2025 at 1:58 PM
i can walk without pain finally !
screams bcus my next door neighbour still has the same music taste as me turn ts up when are we gonna be besties (im too autistic to make the first move)
December 12, 2025 at 4:39 PM
screams bcus my next door neighbour still has the same music taste as me turn ts up when are we gonna be besties (im too autistic to make the first move)
mantis passed while holding onto to me so tightly and taking a few bites out of my skin.
December 9, 2025 at 6:48 PM
mantis passed while holding onto to me so tightly and taking a few bites out of my skin.
mantis is passing
he’s still with us he’s going slowly. he’s very old
he’s still with us he’s going slowly. he’s very old
December 9, 2025 at 1:59 PM
mantis is passing
he’s still with us he’s going slowly. he’s very old
he’s still with us he’s going slowly. he’s very old
i say this completely sincerely and with a lifetime of therapy experience: tiktok has genuinely helped me more than therapy
December 7, 2025 at 4:58 PM
i say this completely sincerely and with a lifetime of therapy experience: tiktok has genuinely helped me more than therapy