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@breaths.bsky.social
⊹ ⊹ ⊹ ☁️ 25, they/them pan-ace
⊹ ⊹ ☁️ vent refugee 2015-2024 :(
⊹ ☁️ disabled & mentally ill concept of a person. and very autistic
*this is a venting account/diary!!*
Pinned
for memory’s sake 🥲
thank my autoimmune disease for killing this virus in 4 days , even if it was the worst 4 days ever

i can taste again … my throat is fine
November 26, 2025 at 4:30 PM
my huddle is the same name

i post potentially triggering posts there

i try to keep this account safer and i don’t like how public bsky is so i can’t say some things
November 26, 2025 at 3:49 PM
i wish i could make a google search without generating an ai response every time ??? i just made a bunch of typos and had to re-search my query like 4 times, meaning different responses were generated 4 times and i’m literally looking for animal research done by humans
November 26, 2025 at 1:46 PM
my dream was so real. i wish i could remember the person i was fighting for. she was so important to me and my emotions are all over the place upon waking up
November 26, 2025 at 9:17 AM
intense dreams and waking up in a pit of despair that u can hardly remember why
November 26, 2025 at 9:08 AM
guys my rescue pigeon knows i’m sick and has decided to entirely stop playfighting, to instead softly touch (or pretend touch) my hand

when i offer food in my hand, he goes at it so slowly and gently that he can’t pick anything up. because he doesn’t want to hurt me. but if i put it down, he eats
November 25, 2025 at 6:26 PM
fully lost my taste
November 25, 2025 at 10:58 AM
wish someone was taking care of me and feeding me etc
November 25, 2025 at 10:31 AM
i can’t fckin take this illness i wanna be unconscious for it :(
November 25, 2025 at 10:30 AM
i wonder what virus i have 🫩
November 24, 2025 at 10:37 PM
at least i have medicine
November 24, 2025 at 6:48 PM
my pharmacist wrote me this
November 24, 2025 at 6:09 PM
i feel like i have the plague
November 24, 2025 at 1:17 AM
why am i so fuckin unwell
November 23, 2025 at 11:53 PM
i sprained my ankle also i suddenly got covid symptoms today and they’re already really bad i know im about to lose my taste this sucks my throat hurt so much
November 23, 2025 at 11:45 PM
am i too depressed to empathise with my moments of joy ?
November 21, 2025 at 11:10 PM
i look at my stories archive and idk who posted all that. i don’t write like that who is thatwho am i
November 21, 2025 at 11:07 PM
i’m trying so hard to fix my sleep

ugh it’s 9:30pm

i want to start sleeping by 8-9

so i can wake up really early

to avoid men at the gym

(i want to use the muscle machines that basically only men use/hog. or just to avoid them for having a bad vibe - but i have ptsd so probably not rational)
November 21, 2025 at 9:35 PM
i’m on that
Penicillin
November 20, 2025 at 8:34 PM
i would use pinterest sm more if it didn’t have ads
November 20, 2025 at 2:41 AM
get ai off pinterest tf
November 20, 2025 at 2:22 AM
i swear strangers in public all have default tiktok . like the tiktok u get when u first ever use it
November 19, 2025 at 10:52 PM
the me pipeline: geese->pigeons->crows
November 19, 2025 at 10:50 PM
my jaw all infected 😔
November 19, 2025 at 9:18 PM
few more hours til hoptal
November 19, 2025 at 12:05 PM