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Botanist
@botanist-wizard.bsky.social
Artist🍊Plant Nerd🌻Writer

I'M OLD YA HA HA [30's]

https://botanistwizardworks.straw.page

https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/95669875

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November 18, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Fgggffdsxsds aaaaaa
November 18, 2025 at 2:49 AM
My break won't be until mid December~Christmas. At least the work I do at that point will be mostly remote
November 15, 2025 at 4:24 PM
genuinely sobbing rn
November 11, 2025 at 2:34 AM
sorry, crashing out right now. will force myself to go to bed soon. usually resets brain. that or blasting the music loud enough so I can't think.
October 30, 2025 at 1:13 AM
I'm tired of people looking at me with pity. just stop looking at me, at all. please. there's nothing there anymore. let me fade out, it'll be easier on the both of us.
October 30, 2025 at 1:12 AM
it's so fucking painful. I miss who I was. why is it so hard for me to be that again? why can't I fucking remember anything? do anything right? why is everything so hard, and myself always so tired. i don't want any of this anymore.
October 30, 2025 at 1:10 AM
i remember who i was before. i remember oozing confidence. i remember feeling like i could do anything, manage anything. now i just hide in shame and rot away in front of my computer. I'm a fucking joke of the person I used to be.
October 30, 2025 at 1:09 AM