Botanist
@botanist-wizard.bsky.social
Artist🍊Plant Nerd🌻Writer
I'M OLD YA HA HA [30's]
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I'M OLD YA HA HA [30's]
https://botanistwizardworks.straw.page
https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/95669875
Want to throw something in the tip jar? You can at my Ko-fi : https://ko-fi.com/botanistwizardworks
Shame, but then relief. My deadline is extended. As much as it makes me want to hide and cry, it was the right decision.
November 19, 2025 at 4:49 AM
Shame, but then relief. My deadline is extended. As much as it makes me want to hide and cry, it was the right decision.
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Added to the sticker wall.
November 18, 2025 at 12:06 AM
Added to the sticker wall.
Wanna draw. Can't. Busy and tired. More existential "who am I and what am I doing?"
Not sure if lying to myself, others, or masking. I can't tell anymore.
Not sure if lying to myself, others, or masking. I can't tell anymore.
November 15, 2025 at 6:09 AM
Wanna draw. Can't. Busy and tired. More existential "who am I and what am I doing?"
Not sure if lying to myself, others, or masking. I can't tell anymore.
Not sure if lying to myself, others, or masking. I can't tell anymore.
Not me doing the split personality thing! How else can I be a good showman if I'm not a good actor?
November 14, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Not me doing the split personality thing! How else can I be a good showman if I'm not a good actor?
m'sorry this turned into a vent account. don't really have anywhere else to scream into the void. it's honestly like throwing up; get out all the bad shit, shower, get on with my day or however long it lasts until I gotta purge again. Masking skills getting way better tho
November 13, 2025 at 1:37 AM
m'sorry this turned into a vent account. don't really have anywhere else to scream into the void. it's honestly like throwing up; get out all the bad shit, shower, get on with my day or however long it lasts until I gotta purge again. Masking skills getting way better tho
adhd really is a legit disability huh.
November 13, 2025 at 1:35 AM
adhd really is a legit disability huh.
dumb swas meme because i am avoiding things again
November 11, 2025 at 2:37 AM
dumb swas meme because i am avoiding things again
i wish i could go back to how i was. i can't even recognize myself anymore, don't want to, fallen too far from the person I used to be. it's embarrassing, humiliating.
November 2, 2025 at 2:39 PM
i wish i could go back to how i was. i can't even recognize myself anymore, don't want to, fallen too far from the person I used to be. it's embarrassing, humiliating.
im so tired. i keep doing this.
November 1, 2025 at 4:07 AM
im so tired. i keep doing this.
i really identify with that fucking puppet salesman more than I really should.
October 30, 2025 at 1:14 AM
i really identify with that fucking puppet salesman more than I really should.
i know i fucked up, i walked in knowing I wasn't ready. but seeing people's faces with pity wasn't what was expecting. and then messages after, trying to tell me it's okay, it's rough for everyone. I didn't do what I was supposed to do, that's all there was, ever is to it.
October 30, 2025 at 1:08 AM
i know i fucked up, i walked in knowing I wasn't ready. but seeing people's faces with pity wasn't what was expecting. and then messages after, trying to tell me it's okay, it's rough for everyone. I didn't do what I was supposed to do, that's all there was, ever is to it.
medication ain't enough to fix this
a man with long white hair and red eyes is asking what am i doing with my life
ALT: a man with long white hair and red eyes is asking what am i doing with my life
media.tenor.com
October 30, 2025 at 1:04 AM
medication ain't enough to fix this
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October 23, 2025 at 2:54 AM
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Digital Circus X Animal Crossing: Gangle Rhino
October 24, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Digital Circus X Animal Crossing: Gangle Rhino
I'm sorry this is more me venting/complaining then just posting cool art lately. I'm fighting with myself on multiple levels rn and I'm a very slippery eel.
October 26, 2025 at 12:04 AM
I'm sorry this is more me venting/complaining then just posting cool art lately. I'm fighting with myself on multiple levels rn and I'm a very slippery eel.
productive procrastination has me in a vice why am I like this
October 26, 2025 at 12:03 AM
productive procrastination has me in a vice why am I like this
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Things are quiet for now but I got feeling it won't be long before we start seeing another wave a mass censorship and restrictions, not only on nsfw content but art and media overall.
Keep calling. Keep writing. Keep awareness up! Let's do what we can to protect our right to create freely!
Keep calling. Keep writing. Keep awareness up! Let's do what we can to protect our right to create freely!
Not seeing much on my timeline about it anymore, so here's a reminder: payment processors are still trying to censor NSFW content of all kinds, and are in fact getting more aggressive about it; I'm seeing stories of folks losing access every day
Call them & tell them THIS IS BULLSHIT
Call them & tell them THIS IS BULLSHIT
Stop payment processors from censoring games!
stop-paypros.neocities.org
October 25, 2025 at 6:48 PM
Things are quiet for now but I got feeling it won't be long before we start seeing another wave a mass censorship and restrictions, not only on nsfw content but art and media overall.
Keep calling. Keep writing. Keep awareness up! Let's do what we can to protect our right to create freely!
Keep calling. Keep writing. Keep awareness up! Let's do what we can to protect our right to create freely!
as much as a lament about wanting to draw and making making a living off art i am a horrible person to commission as it takes me 9000 years to do anything because fickle adhd executives NOT functioning in any capacity
October 25, 2025 at 5:24 PM
as much as a lament about wanting to draw and making making a living off art i am a horrible person to commission as it takes me 9000 years to do anything because fickle adhd executives NOT functioning in any capacity
October 25, 2025 at 3:21 AM
I can't do science good, can't do art good, I feel like a joke of who I used to be. An old fat joke that cant remember anything anymore.
October 22, 2025 at 3:41 AM
I can't do science good, can't do art good, I feel like a joke of who I used to be. An old fat joke that cant remember anything anymore.
kinda glad work has been keeping me too busy to crash out although we do be having the existential dread fuckery. we sogging in it I guess. if I'm busy I can't think and if I can't think I can't wonder what the fuck am I doing with my life heehoo
October 22, 2025 at 3:26 AM
kinda glad work has been keeping me too busy to crash out although we do be having the existential dread fuckery. we sogging in it I guess. if I'm busy I can't think and if I can't think I can't wonder what the fuck am I doing with my life heehoo
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you ever just look at a couple of restaurant mascots and just
#deltarune #deltarunefanart #spamton #tenna #spamtenna #art #illustration #sketchbook #fanart
#deltarune #deltarunefanart #spamton #tenna #spamtenna #art #illustration #sketchbook #fanart
October 20, 2025 at 4:19 AM
you ever just look at a couple of restaurant mascots and just
#deltarune #deltarunefanart #spamton #tenna #spamtenna #art #illustration #sketchbook #fanart
#deltarune #deltarunefanart #spamton #tenna #spamtenna #art #illustration #sketchbook #fanart