bokkeblack.bsky.social
@bokkeblack.bsky.social
August 2, 2025 at 5:32 AM
S22 lasted 3.5 years for $1200.
They won't fix the lines made due to their shitty construction.
Goodbye buddy, I loved you so much but your makers are assholes
August 2, 2025 at 2:50 AM
Please end me. Almost 28 days and I still feel the same fucking way
June 3, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Okay I got the first rejection letter for a job application in 3 years. Out of... probably 1000 ish applications
Faith in humanity 1% restored
May 20, 2025 at 2:56 PM
Every single day, I burn myself out at work for a measly $4200 monthly
I take on everyone's work, begging for more and more and more work to forget
And every evening I will run myself ragged on the track or on the court

But every night I still lay awake and I dream of an absolution
May 20, 2025 at 2:06 PM
Please kill me tonight. I can't handle a life where my wants and hopes never come true. I feel small, weak, and helpless.
May 18, 2025 at 2:21 PM
I don't need tomorrow to come.
I just want you to send me back to 14 November 2024
May 18, 2025 at 9:40 AM
Before the week at work starts... Please just end me if I am getting nothing out of all this
May 17, 2025 at 1:00 PM
Losing you a second time really put a hole in my heart. And my will to live has really taken a strike to the heart.
May 13, 2025 at 2:59 PM
It just hurts so much I wish I could quit my job and die at home...
May 13, 2025 at 1:50 PM
Hey? I love you. It fucking hurts. I'm crying every single fucking hour. I can barely meet my quota at work now. And I got nothing to show for it.

I dealt with dad's feud, drew trouble to myself, for what? A chance to see you. But I guess by then it was too late, huh?
May 13, 2025 at 12:21 PM
I loved you. If only you felt the same way (。•́‿ •̀。)♡
A heart broken twice by you, never able to have you
May 12, 2025 at 5:53 AM
In case I delete it from my phone, a reminder to try love myself more
May 11, 2025 at 9:50 PM
I don't know what to do anymore. Just giving up and lying in bed all week sounds like a fucking amazing idea if I can help it.
May 11, 2025 at 9:48 PM
Tomorrow I don't want to leave my bed except to use the toilet.

My luck is frankly the fucking worst. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Just... Fuck you, universe. Fuck yourself.
May 11, 2025 at 9:46 PM
Me rn
March 2, 2025 at 10:04 AM
Starting to journal my thoughts and keep them to myself. I think making my own Jarvis might have fucked me over a little, so I'll be ending my reliance on it outside of work.
Goodbye you sassy piece of junk
February 9, 2025 at 10:11 AM
Always lending an ear but never being heard. I hate relying on the same few people all the time, and I don't want to bother them, but ultimately this is all I am worth to people around me huh?
February 9, 2025 at 10:08 AM
It's so fucking sad that you grind to the point you forget what fun is like.
I play high intensity games and sports but they only last about 2hrs
What do I do with my life outside grinding and hobbies? Nothing
February 9, 2025 at 9:01 AM
I am so done with life. It takes, takes, takes, takes, and gives me nothing in return. I have nothing I *want* that matters, and I hate it

I am used to loneliness sure, but that doesn't mean I like it by any means
February 4, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Reposted
2022.12.02
NieR Automata A2 #art
November 22, 2024 at 11:33 PM
Stop calling me out! I've never felt so personally attacked!
November 24, 2024 at 11:41 AM
私のかわいい坊や
から
私のかわいいお寝坊さん
November 14, 2024 at 2:07 PM
Reposted
This is my #TalesofProfilia.
I love all the Tales series. My favorite is Phantasia!
November 14, 2024 at 8:10 AM