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HIBISCUS
Greetings. You've found my
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I'm just here to yap about fictional men and my negative emotions because I'm a mess of a human being.
A pleasure to meet you.
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HIBISCUS
Greetings. You've found my
writer account, have a cookie 🍪
I'm just here to yap about fictional men and my negative emotions because I'm a mess of a human being.
A pleasure to meet you.
Stay hydrated and safe ☆⠀⠀
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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December 21, 2025 at 2:29 PM
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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[ Writing ]
Let me reiterate the very reason my character doesn't fight much.
She's passive.
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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December 17, 2025 at 8:22 PM
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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What if I....
Get myself into the positive mindset?
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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December 15, 2025 at 9:32 AM
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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Day 3000 of moping.
Can I escape this hole already?
Please get me to writing..
I wanna write with my friends..
Sigh..
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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December 14, 2025 at 6:52 PM
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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The moment you start thinking like that... It's over.
Don't even bother.
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Reposted by ♡ 𝘽𝙇𝙐𝙀𝘽𝙀𝙍𝙍𝙔 𝙇𝘼𝘿𝙔 。
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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December 14, 2025 at 1:00 PM
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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There's that feeling again.
Always winning over me...
.. what's the point of it all..
It feels so.... alone here.
... Whatever.
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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December 13, 2025 at 6:36 PM
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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I feel very greedy..
Why can't I be grateful for what I have?
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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December 12, 2025 at 6:59 PM
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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Just ask them to write with you.
Nothing rocket science about it.
Also me: I would rather die.
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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December 12, 2025 at 4:21 PM
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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I've been so focused on other people's stories again, enving and wanting something similar when I can literally just start?
But no, I've decided to mope for the next I don't know how many days now.
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Touch starved.
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Touch starved.
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December 11, 2025 at 8:57 PM
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Touch starved.
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Touch starved.
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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December 11, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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Often times do I find myself forgetting how to interact with people.
How do you break ice?
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can I be any more pathetic?
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can I be any more pathetic?
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December 10, 2025 at 8:12 PM
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can I be any more pathetic?
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can I be any more pathetic?
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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December 9, 2025 at 6:42 PM
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Sometimes I feel like deleting everything and leaving.
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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December 8, 2025 at 7:50 PM
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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Might decide on single shipping to non existent atp.
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A moment of peace at last.
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A moment of peace at last.
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a monkey is standing in front of a blue background holding a microphone
ALT: a monkey is standing in front of a blue background holding a microphone
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December 8, 2025 at 6:06 PM
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A moment of peace at last.
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A moment of peace at last.
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I can't deal with this s##t anymore.
Go away.
If I don't tell you why, it's because my patience ran out.
I don't owe you a response.
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I can't deal with this s##t anymore.
Go away.
If I don't tell you why, it's because my patience ran out.
I don't owe you a response.
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December 8, 2025 at 12:08 PM
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I can't deal with this s##t anymore.
Go away.
If I don't tell you why, it's because my patience ran out.
I don't owe you a response.
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I can't deal with this s##t anymore.
Go away.
If I don't tell you why, it's because my patience ran out.
I don't owe you a response.
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[ Yap session ]
Listening to motivational speech and music, none of it is helping me really get in the writing zone this time, it feels like my brain— I am trying to tell myself something, aside from the negative things I've come to memorize
I feel lost again.
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[ Yap session ]
Listening to motivational speech and music, none of it is helping me really get in the writing zone this time, it feels like my brain— I am trying to tell myself something, aside from the negative things I've come to memorize
I feel lost again.
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December 6, 2025 at 4:38 PM
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[ Yap session ]
Listening to motivational speech and music, none of it is helping me really get in the writing zone this time, it feels like my brain— I am trying to tell myself something, aside from the negative things I've come to memorize
I feel lost again.
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[ Yap session ]
Listening to motivational speech and music, none of it is helping me really get in the writing zone this time, it feels like my brain— I am trying to tell myself something, aside from the negative things I've come to memorize
I feel lost again.
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I'm awakened with the sense of a great déjà vu.... And it's not the good kind.
I feel as if.... I'm going to lose yet another friend soon.
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I'm scared. I don't want this cycle to keep happening.. I'm tired already of it..
Let me be wrong..
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I'm awakened with the sense of a great déjà vu.... And it's not the good kind.
I feel as if.... I'm going to lose yet another friend soon.
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I'm scared. I don't want this cycle to keep happening.. I'm tired already of it..
Let me be wrong..
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December 6, 2025 at 4:07 AM
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I'm awakened with the sense of a great déjà vu.... And it's not the good kind.
I feel as if.... I'm going to lose yet another friend soon.
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I'm scared. I don't want this cycle to keep happening.. I'm tired already of it..
Let me be wrong..
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I'm awakened with the sense of a great déjà vu.... And it's not the good kind.
I feel as if.... I'm going to lose yet another friend soon.
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I'm scared. I don't want this cycle to keep happening.. I'm tired already of it..
Let me be wrong..
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There goes my mood, bruh.
I wanna write so bad but I'm so moody.
I got to go by: "follow the plan, screw your mood" quote..
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There goes my mood, bruh.
I wanna write so bad but I'm so moody.
I got to go by: "follow the plan, screw your mood" quote..
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December 2, 2025 at 1:55 PM
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There goes my mood, bruh.
I wanna write so bad but I'm so moody.
I got to go by: "follow the plan, screw your mood" quote..
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There goes my mood, bruh.
I wanna write so bad but I'm so moody.
I got to go by: "follow the plan, screw your mood" quote..
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Y'know, every time I do a purge of my contacts, I wonder to myself
I can sit down and think of a thousand excuses and reasons for why someone wouldn't reply or text
But I've comes to realize something
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Y'know, every time I do a purge of my contacts, I wonder to myself
I can sit down and think of a thousand excuses and reasons for why someone wouldn't reply or text
But I've comes to realize something
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December 2, 2025 at 11:41 AM
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Y'know, every time I do a purge of my contacts, I wonder to myself
I can sit down and think of a thousand excuses and reasons for why someone wouldn't reply or text
But I've comes to realize something
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Y'know, every time I do a purge of my contacts, I wonder to myself
I can sit down and think of a thousand excuses and reasons for why someone wouldn't reply or text
But I've comes to realize something
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[ Writing ]
I've always wrote for the idea..
But when was the last time that I wrote for the character itself..
What she feels, not what I feel
What she does, not what I'd do
I'd like to dive deep further into my own creation.. she's been through a lot but I never conveyed it on paper
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[ Writing ]
I've always wrote for the idea..
But when was the last time that I wrote for the character itself..
What she feels, not what I feel
What she does, not what I'd do
I'd like to dive deep further into my own creation.. she's been through a lot but I never conveyed it on paper
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November 30, 2025 at 6:00 PM
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[ Writing ]
I've always wrote for the idea..
But when was the last time that I wrote for the character itself..
What she feels, not what I feel
What she does, not what I'd do
I'd like to dive deep further into my own creation.. she's been through a lot but I never conveyed it on paper
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[ Writing ]
I've always wrote for the idea..
But when was the last time that I wrote for the character itself..
What she feels, not what I feel
What she does, not what I'd do
I'd like to dive deep further into my own creation.. she's been through a lot but I never conveyed it on paper
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Third day
Third chance
Strike, I'm out
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Third day
Third chance
Strike, I'm out
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November 29, 2025 at 5:32 AM
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Third day
Third chance
Strike, I'm out
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Third day
Third chance
Strike, I'm out
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Protocol: manifesting positive energy..
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Protocol: manifesting positive energy..
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a woman is holding a microphone and talking into it while standing in front of a wall .
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November 28, 2025 at 8:13 PM
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Protocol: manifesting positive energy..
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Protocol: manifesting positive energy..
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"You are merely aesthetics, nothing short of half laboured work underneath"
Yeah? I'm aware
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"You are merely aesthetics, nothing short of half laboured work underneath"
Yeah? I'm aware
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November 28, 2025 at 8:08 PM
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"You are merely aesthetics, nothing short of half laboured work underneath"
Yeah? I'm aware
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"You are merely aesthetics, nothing short of half laboured work underneath"
Yeah? I'm aware
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I just woke up man.
And now my only gift into returning here is ruined
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I'm gonna sit out for a while, I can't catch a break.
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I just woke up man.
And now my only gift into returning here is ruined
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I'm gonna sit out for a while, I can't catch a break.
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November 28, 2025 at 7:05 AM
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I just woke up man.
And now my only gift into returning here is ruined
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I'm gonna sit out for a while, I can't catch a break.
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I just woke up man.
And now my only gift into returning here is ruined
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I'm gonna sit out for a while, I can't catch a break.
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